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Today the cable company is coming. New internet service provider.
That means NetFlix will work. I want to watch an episode or two of Lost. Hopefully I don't cry this time lmao Need to pay my life insurance annual premium. (DONE) I am going to do a lot of cleaning. Burn off excess energy. I'll probably jack up my neck and back (I have titanium discs. One in my neck and one in my lower back...airport security is always interesting). I'll need a Percocet and a Soma after I clean. Chillaxin lol Eat some good food. Well. Some healthy. Some junky but tastes awesome. Chocolate ice cream with peanut butter for my Geodon tonight Play with my cats. They were going nuts last night lol. One tried to climb up the wall. Their eyes get shiny and black and they act manic, I swear. They follow me everywhere. Like even in the bathroom. I shut the door and they paw it. ![]() Spend time with my boyfriend. That's a given, he's cool. His Seroquel kicked in and he is no longer depressed, yay! Need to buy luggage. We are going to Colorado in July. Would like to read but my concentration hasn't been good. Not sleeping for three days probably did it. Come visit here. I hope Jacky isn't still pacing around. ![]() Have naughty stuff planned but that's a secret ![]() ![]() That's my SSDI life Last edited by Anonymous37904; Jun 27, 2016 at 08:44 AM. |
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You have a lot of plans
I'm just going to work and getting my blood tested... but I hate that everyone shows up at like 7am for their blood test, so I'm going to wait until 1pm or something |
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I have a lot more but another day. You have Planz?
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Night here in Australia but tomorrow I plan to be discharged from hospital, go home, unpack, stock my fridge and get my flat nice and cozy again. All the while I'll play some cool music on my stereo. Going to be a good day. Might even read now I can finally concentrate.
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I plan to go to the gym after I take my son to school. Make an appointment for a drug test and TB test for my summer job. Clean a little and probably take a nap since I slept so crappy last night. Although that's probably why I slept crappy last night so maybe I'll try to stay up. I also need to do a light grocery shopping trip. I also intend to cook dinner, probably ham steak and green beans.
That's about it!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Been at work since 4am. After work I'll go to Pilates. After Pilates I'll go home with the intention of packing at least one box of stuff since I'm moving in about 2 weeks.
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Going to work and not looking forward to it. Will skip lunch because there's just too much work to do.
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I'm planning to play a hell of a lot poker tables.
So I'll be signing off as of now. Bye. You'll manage. ![]()
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Blaire, don't skip lunch. Eat at least a bit of something.
The main parts of my day are these: see pdoc at 10:30 an hour from here; get crown done at 2:40 an hour from here in a different direction. The icing on today's adventure? My car doesn't have air conditioning and they predict 100º today.
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Quote:
![]() Between the mental health and neck pain, I can barely function at work most days. I'm off work for the next month because of the repercussions of the spinal fusion pinching a nerve. Going for another steroid injection (not that they have ever worked for me yet). But honestly, the spinal fusion was partially just a good excuse. I was feeling close to a breakdown because the job was getting too stressful. Most people would probably think it isn't stressful at all, but even a little bit of stress sends me spinning. I stopped working a very successful job as a manager last year due to my mental health and now I only work part-time. I took a 50k pay cut. Crazy. I wish I could file for disability, because I truly feel like I can't work much longer because of the pain and the anxiety and bipolar symptoms. But I can't stop working altogether in order to file or the family wouldn't quite make it through the month. I'm also concerned I'd be denied. I'm struggling. But I digress from the thread topic. My plans for today are to make a check list for our camping trip this weekend. I also have a t appt this afternoon. I want to talk about the driving anxiety. I'm worried I'm about to become a recluse because that anxiety is crippling. Lol. But not Lol.
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The progress that we make does not seamlessly unravel. Such a tapestry is not easily weaved and made. The road to healing becomes cockeyed and crooked as we travel. If only the jagged stones before us were more comfortably laid. Bipolar ll Lamictal 150mg Gabapentin 600mg Seroquel 300mg Clonazepam 1mg twice daily as needed |
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I made plans with my mom to go down by the beach and out to eat, but now she is uncertain if she can. I'm crossing my fingers that it works out, since I'm off of work (which is rare), and I want to take advantage of the nice weather. Plus, I need to do something relaxing, because I'm feeling run down...and the beach is the perfect solution.
Later, I have to do more trip planning since I'm going away in 1 month. I find planning a trip as being very stressful, but I'm trying. I might take a 1 day break from planning since I have a lot of anxiety and need to get in touch with someone to firm up a few things before taking the next step. |
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OK, so my day didn't go as planned but that is OK! Plans changed because I fell asleep at 10 am (no Geodon required!) and slept a solid eight hours. That's a good thing. If my mood was too elevated, I'd have slept maybe 3-4 hours. Not depressed at all.
I wasn't able to accomplish most of my tasks because I was asleep! I ate Chinese food for dinner. I'll post a new list for tomorrow's plans later. |
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Go to my therapy appointment, and then my Dads for dinner.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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Well (tonight) just hang out on PsychCentral, Play Message In a Bottle online (highly addictive) and maybe stay up late enough to catch up with my friend from Australia. Other than that, pretty quiet. Oh and maybe tomorrow go out for some lunch.
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Have to be at work at 8am after a 2 hour commute. There was a brushfire on my way home from work yesterday, I got diverted and didn't make it home til late (meaning after 8 which is when I need to go to bed to get up on time for work on Seroquel). I'm working at a new clinic so am anxious about it. I work again Wednesday then the rest of the week off. I know I'll sleep for some 14 hours on Wed. night. When I get home tonight, I'll have time to eat dinner, watch about 1/2 an hour of TV and then go to bed and hopefully sleep. I'll take my med as soon as I get home. Now I'm running late and have to go!
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I want to find out about the Message In a Bottle game
Go out to eat with boyfriend Clean Reschedule doctor appt Work on decision to get a therapist or not Return library books |
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I have an appointment to get my car looked at at 2. I'm bracing myself for how much it's going to cost. I have the money I just don't like spending it lol. But I have to get my car inspected and I can't do that while the dashboard is lit up like a Christmas tree. I'm pretty sure it's just a bad sensor and there aren't thirty things wrong so that's a plus.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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I'm always on edge if the dash is lit up while driving. Whatever it is, get it fixed! Otherwise, I'll obsess over it. Wildflower.... gotten your car fixed?.... how about now?.... taken your car in yet?
My day is just an hour with my lovely T and then off to work.
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My plan is the best plan. No plan at all. Wherever the wind swings my old bones.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Work till 4:30, go home make dinner, watch TV and relax
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Finish my coffee, do some physio for my broken hip, have a 1 hour nap, check PC, watch TV, say hello to wife when she gets home.
Yep, a really busy day like usual. |
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I'm sick, flat on my back and in bed. My plans are to play on PC, chat with a friend, chat with my mom, maybe watch some Netflix, check out the Todays Special Value on QVC. Just try and feel better is my main goal of the dayZ
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Read, listen to music and go for a bike ride. Then I am going to see my T and go to the pharmacy to hand in old meds and get a Latuda script. Enjoying my three days before I am back to work on Saturday
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Just trying to stay alive. That's all I can do at the moment.
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Today is over, but tomorrow I have to see my dentist and my psychiatrist and finish up getting my sailboat ready for the water. Launching on Friday so we can sail on the 4th of July weekend. Just a month or two late.
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