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Old Aug 01, 2016, 01:22 PM
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I'm going to tell my new pdoc there's no point in prescribing me any prns because my parents won't let me take them anyway.

Then maybe he'll call them.

I feel like asking my mom what the point is of me having as needed meds if she's never going to let me take them anyway!

And she has my cogentin and I'm supposed to take that twice a day. I guess not anymore. And I woke up this morning way restless and uncomfortable. Guess I'm just going to have to deal with it. That's pretty much what my parents told me to do.

**** my life.
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 01:26 PM
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Um... has anyone considered that you might want to call the police? You NEED your medication. They can't deny that to you. Isn't that kind of abuse illegal? I don't know the laws on these things for sure, but I might consider that. I know you want to have a good relationship with your parents and all, but this is ridiculous. I'm mad for you.
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 09:16 PM
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I put my foot down!

I can take two propranolol a day as needed, two lorazepam a day as needed, and I'm supposed to be taking two cogentin a day.

I told my mom that I wanted her to leave those out for me (just what I'm prescribed for the day), and then I can take them as I needed without having to ask.

She was difficult. For some reason she wasn't understanding when I made myself perfectly clear? She accused me of wanting to take meds when I don't need them! I got so mad! Accusing me of wanting to take propranolol when I don't need it... I DON'T GET HIGH OFF PROPRANOLOL!!!!!

Oh I'm pissed. I'm shaking.
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 10:18 PM
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Are you an adult? How come your parents are dispensing your medication as if you were a child?

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I just sort of feel like my life is completely meaningless. I mean, my husband and my daughter were the most important people in my life, and now they're gone. So, what's the point of my life? I'm just going to float around for awhile and spend the rest of my life numbed and completely pointless. That's my life goal. Float around for awhile in meaninglessness.
With due respect, you're in no condition to accurately assess your present or future condition or prospects. Try to remember that mental illness completely compromises your ability to assess your own circumstances. Things could turn around for you starting tomorrow and you naturally find that completely unbelievable.
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 10:37 PM
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Are you an adult? How come your parents are dispensing your medication as if you were a child?


With due respect, you're in no condition to accurately assess your present or future condition or prospects. Try to remember that mental illness completely compromises your ability to assess your own circumstances. Things could turn around for you starting tomorrow and you naturally find that completely unbelievable.
Very true, lefty.
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 10:44 PM
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I put my foot down!

I can take two propranolol a day as needed, two lorazepam a day as needed, and I'm supposed to be taking two cogentin a day.

I told my mom that I wanted her to leave those out for me (just what I'm prescribed for the day), and then I can take them as I needed without having to ask.

She was difficult. For some reason she wasn't understanding when I made myself perfectly clear? She accused me of wanting to take meds when I don't need them! I got so mad! Accusing me of wanting to take propranolol when I don't need it... I DON'T GET HIGH OFF PROPRANOLOL!!!!!

Oh I'm pissed. I'm shaking.
Did you end up getting them?
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Old Aug 01, 2016, 10:54 PM
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She grudgingly said that starting tomorrow she will leave them out.

I'm sure I'm going to have to remind her.
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Old Aug 02, 2016, 12:31 AM
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Well done for standing up for yourself and confronting your mom! I hope she sticks to her word.
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Old Aug 02, 2016, 12:46 AM
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I'm suggesting you contact your pdoc anyway and explain what's been going on. S/he will help you.

You've been writing you want to get better. You will need your meds.

You've just been through hell. The stakes are high. You don't have a lot of room for messing around with missing meds.

We all care for you very much!

Please call your pdoc and heave him/her help get this sorted out once and for all. Don't let more days pass without your meds. Take back some control you've previously given up. You can do it; do it along with your pdoc's input.
It's a great time to ally with your doctor!


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