working on me

i am a work in progress right now. feeling ok doing fine. but not as happy as i could be. i know takes time. but my energy levels are up . since my surg i haven't had much energy the doc told me it would take about 4 months to feel better-ie like my old self. he was right. well i just feel like talking alot. sort of manic not too bad just enough so i feel good inside. want to get out and do things spend money i don't have a tell tell sighn of my manic state. well tucker and directions and dreamrunner sweetleaf and agony have a good night to everyone else whom i don't know or can't remember have a good night as well. -onyx

Fine is oneof those limbo states ... strange feeling.... it's hard to say if you are a little up or normal?

((((((Onyx))))))
Its sure a challenge to figure out where a person is in her cycle....mood cycle that is.Esp when its not mania or full depression.....those we know.Its the hypo thats hard to determine....Im always worried that Ill spiral down if I dont watch the hypo or the stress for that matter.
Keep in touch Oynx its always good hearing from you.

Glad your up right now, hope you can stablize.....

Besides its someones b-day tommorow, I'm tellin everyone.....


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