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Aug 13, 2016, 09:09 PM
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I did well last week made all my workouts cooked ate well and was in an upswing. This week was a bit rough made a few in the beginning of the week didn't make the last couple of days and rit now I feel depressed. My mind is coming up with nothing but negative thoughts. I don't feel like anyone loves me and I am worthless. I want to cry and I'm feeling super anxious. I just want to make it have a job I like a relationship which has been a long time since I was in one and be good financially. This living paycheck to paycheck is making me down too. This isn't where I wanted to be in life at this point. I feel such a failure.
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#2
Aug 13, 2016, 09:15 PM
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I'm so sorry you are feeling so poorly. (((Hugs))). Please don't beat yourself up or listen to your negative self talk. You really should be proud of your accomplishments. (((More hugs)))
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#3
Aug 13, 2016, 09:21 PM
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I just want to continue. Continue my workouts get fitter, have some extra money. Not struggle. I e struggled long enough. I need someone I'm so lonely.
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#4
Aug 13, 2016, 09:31 PM
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Loneliness is awful. (((Hugs)))
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#5
Aug 14, 2016, 05:29 AM
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You are not alone. You are never alone. I know it feels that way. Come post here. I care about you. How are you today?
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Aug 14, 2016, 07:41 AM
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Sorry to hear that you're down and struggling. (((Hug)))
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#7
Aug 14, 2016, 09:02 AM
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Sorry your feeling down boogie HUGS don't forget to give yourself credit for the process you've made with your workouts here lately, keep up the good work
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Aug 14, 2016, 03:03 PM
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#9
Aug 14, 2016, 03:51 PM
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Hugs, boogie.
Are you any closer to being able to get a cat? Meow!
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#10
Aug 14, 2016, 03:55 PM
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Hope you're feeling better today.
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Aug 14, 2016, 04:50 PM
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Hope today is better for you.
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#12
Aug 14, 2016, 04:54 PM
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Of course every doctor I've seen in the past 28 years says to get physical exercise. At this point it takes every ounce of energy I have to just walk a few blocks down the street. But other days I can practically skip and whistle while walking 2 miles.
I have been through some really rough patches. Just like our moods, the ups and downs, that's how are lives are laid out. Now, here's the deal. I have hit rock bottom, I mean all the way down to the bottom. From a fantastic life in NYC to my mother's attic in the hills of Appalachia. Then... I just laid in bed and cried and creeped around scared to death for my life, filled with paranoia, for about 3 months. Then I got a good job and it's getting harder as I get older. I'm really struggling again, but I'll beat them all at their own game. I will not be gas lighted. I'm strong now, I have an amazing support group of about 3 friends that really "get" me. And I have a few people at work that seem to understand and many many coworkers who haven no consideration for my issues. Not just consideration, that's not it. They have no respect for me, regardless of issues, but they know I have issues so they know it's not hard to mess with me. I'm not giving up. I don't know day from day what will happen, but something kicks in and I deal with it. It's so scary. I have to operate on autopilot most of the time.
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Aug 14, 2016, 05:28 PM
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I know how you feel.
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Aug 14, 2016, 07:43 PM
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Better today. I'm in he middle of work. Working a 16 hour day
 . But some of it is overtime  .
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Aug 14, 2016, 07:44 PM
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. Maybe end of the month. Depends how much my tattoo costs and how much money I have in my change growler. Luckily it is mostly quarters . Meow
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