Is there something bothering you right now?

Lots of stomach issues lately and today was more of the same.

Feel better soon.

I might mention it to my pdoc. I see him soon. I'm thinking it's anxiety/stress related. Either that or I need to lay off smoking. Or a little of both. Usually only feel like that in the mornings.

Yep, something's bothering me. Last night I got lab results which show my Depakote has me headed for catastrophic liver failure if I don't get off it. Doc suggested tapering that, upping my Latuda, and upping my Lamictal all at once. Then I went to work today. Bad idea.

There's this wicked annoying kid at my PHP who has an obsession with vulgarities (swearing, talking about sex 24/7). He keeps interrupting groups and conversations.
And I have a headache and feel nauseous.

My old boss, aka my only real friend who gets understand bipolar as she has it, started taking ecstasy to help her relax and while she has her husband babysit her when she does, I worry a lot. She tends to mix alcohol and pills quite often.

I'm concerned tomorrow walking to the nearest post office. Where I live its suppose to be a temperature of over 100 (heat index) Its only 7 blocks , 3 1/2 one way. Still its going to be so darn hot. Plus I can't put it off. Its time sensitive. Its to do with jury duty. I believe I am too mentally ill to be a juror. I do plan to pace my walking tomorrow and carry a bottle of a sugar free soft drink. Of course dress for the weather too.

What is bothering me is--
How freaking long it takes me to recognize a mixed episode. Clues whacking me over the head left and right, yet oblivious. WTH?! How is this POSSIBLE??!!!

Every. Freaking. Time!!!!!

My phone is frozen. I hate that. I have to get a new phone now. That's bothering me.

But on the bright side my phone is really old and I've sort of been wanting a new one anyway.

Yep, something's bothering me. For some reason my internet connection is on the fritz. Not usually a problem, but I was binge-watching old episodes of The Office on Netflix. Oh well, it drove me to sign in here on my phone. Eventually I'll get to sleep, but I had coffee at 7 PM so it'll be a while.

What's bothering me is...

I hate stalkers.

I have wondered the same thing about my Mom. I have 2 adult sons who have been diagnosed BP. One takes meds. The other I have no idea. He has not spoken to me in over 15 years now. My guess is NO MEDS. He is on his 3rd marriage and as far as I have known he has never taken his meds. My Mom's mood swings (looking back on it 55 yrs ago, would certainly make you wonder. Maybe NOT KNOWING is better for us?

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My husband is a bad influence...he likes to drink and gamble both of which are huge problems for me

I feel the same. I am not a woman, but for real, a career, even a job?

Yes. That my brain won't STFU! Around and around and around despair and fear and inferiority and decline and frustration and just altogether hopelessness. And yeah, THAT too. Won't go into it for triggering reasons. Don't worry, I won't.
Oh, and BDd is flared up good.

Just medded for solid knock out. Don't need zero sleep again. 3:30 am. It's not so much the hour, it's the rumination. It just won't stop!

oh please, oh please....

I'm hungry, I have to take my meds with food, but I don't want to eat, just no desire to eat right now, I'm going to have to force myself to eat I guess...

Forcing my son to clean up his mess ALL by himself. Usually I help, but I'm tired of him destroying my house. He's pitching a fit. Trying to stick to my guns.

Feeling so much pressure from life. Feel like I'm gonna lose it soon

I know this is totally random, but there are stupid bats in my walls that are making sounds. (They've been there for a while because my parents are dumb and don't want to do anything to get rid of them.)

These little shits are SO LOUD with all their rustling. But I can't tell if the animal calls I'm hearing are owls or not. If it's an owl, I hope it attacks all the bats and eats them! I can't sleep with all this

Being sick for 2 months with all the signs of a kidney infection, yet emergency sent me home with a scrip for ant-vertigo meds. I will be seeing my PCP soon to find out what is really going on.
I'm having problems walking or standing or reading, so all I can do is lay on the couch watching movies. Two months of this is ridiculous!

I'm just getting really tired of having to take meds everyday, I feel like I'm cured and that I don't need them anymore, like none of this was real in the first place. But also know that I do need them if I want to basically stay alive. Sigh...

I've been semi-manic for three weeks, and have neglected myself. I've eaten tubs of ice cream, countless pizza and fast food meals, quit exercising, stayed up until all hours of the night knitting toys and clothes for the Christmas cheer board,
I am up until 2 or 3 am and up again at 7am
I'm so lost. Help me someone please

I'm stuck between wanting accurate medical care and not telling the whole truth to avoid going inpatient. Basically as soon as a medical person says "Have you ever been hospitalized?" I start to freak out. I'm supposed to call to check in "later this week," which I define as Friday but the doctor seemed to define as Thursday. If I don't call on Thursday, how suspicious will that be?

my copy of emilie autumn's enchant is stuck in my sterrio

that wouldn't be an issue, if it wasn't for the fact that...

it won't open again so i can't get it out
i mean, what kind of ****ed up world does this happen in?

i've heard of tapes being stuck and chewed up, i've heard (of at least 1), video tape being stuck, but this?

I mean what the hell do you do when you're faced with a sterrrio that's working fine, and a cd that won't come out?

it's gonna be ruined if i don't manage to get it out... ugg!

i tried to calm down and watch the grand but i really can't. i really need to get this out first

i can play it, but i want it out