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- I was having a full flashback (my first one while on that residential ward) meaning I was experiencing the medical torture again. I was laying on the ground, thrashing about, screaming, fighting invisible people. One of the nurses called my pdoc.. I told him I'd hit him if he came any closer.
He stayed on the other side of the room. ![]() - I was.. over-stimulated, I guess? It was after bedtime, I came down to the living room to talk to the nurses and calm down before I went to bed again. Besides screaming and banging my head against the stone wall a couple of times, my clothes also bothered me, so I removed them. The female nurse stayed with me - the male one stayed around the corner. |
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man, theres been so many. Most of which I have no recollation of. The worst would have to be getting hypothermia from an AP called novaine. The hospital unit I was on it was freezing and they wouldnt even give us extra blankets. Anyways, I was told I wad very pale that night, went to sleep awakening shortly after and I felt like I was dying. My temp and blood preasure were extremely low. They monitored me the entire night and that was one of the worst nights ive ever experienced.
Also my first hospitilization putting me in straight jacket for about 2 hrs I was only 13. Srsly almost every experience I was in better shape befotr being hospitilized. It can aldo make delusions worse whem the entire unit is delusional and feeding everyones psychosis. I think half the floor thought the cia was watching us and the water was drugged. meh stay away from there |
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TRIGGER WARNING!
I had a bad rash on my thighs at the time due to an allergic reaction to Lamictal. I got put on a high dose of steroids and BOOM! Manic as ****. So I took myself to the ER where I was put in IP. The night nurses were mostly male, and they scared me. One asked to see my rash, and I was wearing a hospital gown and I thought he was going to r*** me. So I ran away down the hall from him and I had to calm down. I was delusional about other things, too, but that was the worst thing. It's all a blur in my memory now.
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart ![]() Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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