feeling magical

it is too late to cancel now i will just have to talk to him about it only problem is the why he may not agree with.

Best of luck! Hope the appointment goes well.

i am supposed to be seeing him tomorrow so i am a bit nervous.

You'll be ok. Just say what you need/want to say. Answer any questions he has. the usual you'll be fine.

what is it the good spirits say to you that we can't?

it isnt exactly like that they can do things and make things happen and they are magical too. they are just amazing to be around it is hard to explain.

A threat of a court order is IMHO a below the belt move, there was pure speculation on this thread. One's rights and civil liberties have to be protected at any cost at any time or else we'll lose them.

eden, please try to look up and read the mental health act of your state and know your rights as a patient. Personally, I don't think there's anything wrong with feeling magical and wanting to explorer one's own mind, preferably under medical supervision.

Doctors and hospitals have to work with you and for your interest. That is what I consider the basic principle of medical care.

https://pursuit.unimelb.edu.au/artic...s-out-of-order

Also, I think it'd be an imperative idea to get your families' support if you're not satisfied with current care that you've been receiving. Current available care may not be the best for you, and some people are biased against unconventional ideas. Find your own evidence.

i am thinking i just need to focus more on what i want not trying to please others so much and just letting things be.

to who ever said, I don't think their's anything wrong with feeling magical,

their is!.

so if I suddenly grew wings and thought I was tinkerbell, or I could control the weather, or I could grant wishes, that would be okay....?

hmm!

their's limits

but if you could do all those things........ i could control some of the weather before.

Eden, that doesn't even make any sense. You aren't thinking in reality there. It isn't magic; it is delusion.

but it happened i cant even explain it but it was amazing.

Call now, now sweetheart, now.
They wont be mad if you take care of yourself.

You must be feeling better, because look at you, you are helping save someone else! Remember that when you ddont feel well, you are a valuable part of this community!

---we get it, the doc gets it. We want you to take meds, call doc so the real or not real thing doesnt tell you to do something no one, including yourself would want you to do.

I am seeing my caseworker today

I hope you get back on meds so you can get well again. Best of luck at your appointment.

I am fine now but thank you for the luck.