I feel really good

ok dont mind me i just really needed to get this out no one even has to respond i feel really really really good like everything is amazing and i am actually magical and it is amazing and the good spirits are back and i have been singing and dancing all day today and yesterday and the day before and ahh i feel sooooooooo good and i feel like i can do anything and everything is so fun and i just want to keep talking and there is so much to do and i feel amazing!!!!!!!

and i really want to try and fly cause i feel like i can but i promised a friend i would not try this. also i made a promise to one of the good spirits.

Time to call your doctor immediately and/or go to the ER. You are extremely unwell. I know. You'll deny it. You'll say you aren't ill. You'll say you feel fine. Nothing new there. But everyone who is reading your posts, your friend, and I'm sure your doctors/case workers, etc. is/would say your thinking is completely psychotic again at this point. Perhaps you need to hear what everyone else is saying.

well you are right about me feeling fine because i do and i have an appointment with my psychologist in like less than 2 days and my caseworker the next cant i just wait for those i really feel fine better than fine very very good

When you are singing and dancing and talking a lot, you have really high energy. When you have high energy, you can get in a lot of trouble in a single hour. Less than two days is to long to wait. Go the ER! Please consider it seriously---Your friend, Myst

i will contact my case worker tomorrow if it is that much of a problem.

Why not today?

Because where I live it is 4am in the morning and she would be asleep.

sounds like you're highly manic and psychotic. id check into the ER before you hurt yourself. be safe, and get some help.