She acted like my head was on fire!

T wants me on medication. Says I'm a hospitalization waiting to happen. We went over my crisis plan. What symptoms my husband has to look out for in mania. I was given the crisis line. I'm only a 5 ish on the depression scale. I didn't even tell her my husband and I aren't really getting along because I refuse to leave the house. She acted like my head was on fire. I hate that, I find it kinda funny but sad at the same time. She finally got my records but they only sent over 2 pages. So I had to request my records from my other clinic. I worry if she acts like this when I'm "fine" how is she going to act when I'm not fine. I wish I had my WV T. She never made me feel crazy even when I was. So I see her again the 21 (soonest appointment) and pnurse the 22 (also soonest appointment). She told me not to wait until our appointment if I need the hospital. What does she know that I don't?

I was hospitalized once and thought I was fine. Looking back I was far from it and the doctor did see something I didn't. Is there anyone you trust who you can open up fully to and get their take on it? We've not always the best judge of ourselves when we have this illness. It's a sad and confusing fact. I'm sorry she treated you like you grew another head in front of her, that must not have felt good. ((((MM))))

I'm usually open with my husband but like I said we're not really getting along. He saw my T also today to go over crisis planing.

Anyone else besides hubby? I'm sorry you don't trust your new T.....that makes things so much more difficult. (((Hugs)))

I'm sorry you and hubby aren't getting along. Is it because he's worried about your current state or something else?

(((((MM)))))

Sorry you're not doing well.

(((((((( MM )))))))))

I am sorry you were disappointed by this therapist.

Also sorry you and hubby are going through a rough patch.

(((((( MM ))))))


WC

I have no words of wisdom but want to sent you hugs.

I'm sorry you and hubby aren't getting along. Is it because he's worried about your current state or something else?

I was the person who as always out doing something anything, never liked being home. Home was just to sleep. Now I don't go out, don't like them going out unless it's an emergency. which really changed how we live. My husband just wants me to get over my fear of cars but I just want to be left home safe in the house.

I talked to my husband he said not to stress about what she thinks. That she doesn't know me. The way I am nonchalant about my symptoms is scary to some people I guess and some of my symptoms are concerning. He'll be with me when I go to pnurse and I don't have to take the medication. I only promised to go to the appointment, be open and be honest. If they do hospitalize me it wont be for long because I'm not a threat to myself or others. Me worrying about my future episodes isn't really something I need to worry about now. All I need to do is be honest and get to know new T. My lack of talking is effecting what people are thinking. If I can get her to trust me then I wont have to worry about her stressing. I wanted a T that wasn't afraid of me but seems like I need to get medication to get that response.

I have car phobia too...I have since I was a small child. It gets better then it flairs again. I'm sorry you are suffering with all of this.