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Have you ever had to relive the past, but under worse conditions?
Let me start off by saying I hate traveling. I don't like going more than 45 minutes from point A to point B.... and yet, now I'm going to be traveling to Europe AGAIN for work. And trust me: It's no fun traveling over there when all you're doing is work. It just feels like one HUGE chore, especially since you're on a company budget and can barely afford food! (I ate like 0 food last trip and lost 5 lbs in the span of 2 weeks, which made me mad because I never wanted to lose weight.) My best friend was Czech Red Bull, which to me tastes like fruit punch soda. But anyway, the worst country I visited wasPoland. I hate that country and its viener schnitzels. (Sorry if you like Poland, but the only things I got served there were schnitzels and Pizza Hut.) I was angry and tired the whole time, and then became hypo when I came back to the US. Then shortly thereafter, I sunk into a deep depression where I had suicidal thoughts 24/7, and almost bought "supplies". F#ck me Overall, it was an AWFUL experience and now I get to relive it, except this time in frigid temperatures (which is the real icing on the cake). And here I was, back in August saying, "I'm glad I never have to do that again" |
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I'm sorry you have to travel again. Hopefully this time will be better.
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Sorry you're stuck having to travel again. Have you discussed your concerns at all with your boss, without of course divulging too much personal information, if that's what is bothering you.
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Im sorry you have to travel, I have to go to chicago in January for a debugging conference. I am not looking forward to it. its going to be cold and boring. not europe but I feel your pain.
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Chicago's not so bad ;-)
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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Debugging sounds itchy!
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Sorry you have to travel of work again. Are there PRN's you can take with you to take the edge off? How long is your trip?
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