Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 03:43 PM
Anonymous35014
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Have you ever had to relive the past, but under worse conditions?

Let me start off by saying I hate traveling. I don't like going more than 45 minutes from point A to point B.... and yet, now I'm going to be traveling to Europe AGAIN for work. And trust me: It's no fun traveling over there when all you're doing is work. It just feels like one HUGE chore, especially since you're on a company budget and can barely afford food! (I ate like 0 food last trip and lost 5 lbs in the span of 2 weeks, which made me mad because I never wanted to lose weight.) My best friend was Czech Red Bull, which to me tastes like fruit punch soda.

But anyway, the worst country I visited wasPoland. I hate that country and its viener schnitzels. (Sorry if you like Poland, but the only things I got served there were schnitzels and Pizza Hut.)

I was angry and tired the whole time, and then became hypo when I came back to the US. Then shortly thereafter, I sunk into a deep depression where I had suicidal thoughts 24/7, and almost bought "supplies". F#ck me

Overall, it was an AWFUL experience and now I get to relive it, except this time in frigid temperatures (which is the real icing on the cake). And here I was, back in August saying, "I'm glad I never have to do that again"
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, JustJace2u

advertisement
  #2  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 04:00 PM
Victoria'smom's Avatar
Victoria'smom Victoria'smom is online now
Legendary
 
Member Since: Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 15,915
I'm sorry you have to travel again. Hopefully this time will be better.
__________________
Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+


Comfortable broken and happy

"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
My blog
Hugs from:
Anonymous59125
  #3  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 04:48 PM
JustJace2u's Avatar
JustJace2u JustJace2u is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: May 2016
Location: Chicago
Posts: 1,928
Sorry you're stuck having to travel again. Have you discussed your concerns at all with your boss, without of course divulging too much personal information, if that's what is bothering you.
__________________
Dx: BP2 and MDD

Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia
Diagnosed in May 2016


Hugs from:
Anonymous59125
  #4  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 07:07 PM
jpb4815's Avatar
jpb4815 jpb4815 is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Aug 2014
Location: vermont
Posts: 387
Im sorry you have to travel, I have to go to chicago in January for a debugging conference. I am not looking forward to it. its going to be cold and boring. not europe but I feel your pain.
__________________
BP1
OCD
General Anxiety Disorder

Meds:
Clonazapam 1mg 2x daily
Lamictal 50mg
zyprexa 5mg
Prazosin 3mg for night terrors
Best of all I am off of the opiate replacements finally, no more methadone

Almost Famous:
William:
"Penny I need to get this interview and go home"
Penny Lane : "Poof! you are home."
Hugs from:
Anonymous59125
  #5  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 07:12 PM
JustJace2u's Avatar
JustJace2u JustJace2u is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: May 2016
Location: Chicago
Posts: 1,928
Quote:
Originally Posted by jpb4815 View Post
Im sorry you have to travel, I have to go to chicago in January for a debugging conference. I am not looking forward to it. its going to be cold and boring. not europe but I feel your pain.
Chicago's not so bad ;-)
__________________
Dx: BP2 and MDD

Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia
Diagnosed in May 2016


Hugs from:
Anonymous59125
  #6  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 07:15 PM
Anonymous59125
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
Quote:
Originally Posted by jpb4815 View Post
Im sorry you have to travel, I have to go to chicago in January for a debugging conference. I am not looking forward to it. its going to be cold and boring. not europe but I feel your pain.
Debugging sounds itchy!
  #7  
Old Nov 16, 2016, 09:28 PM
Wander's Avatar
Wander Wander is offline
Grand Magnate
 
Member Since: Jul 2014
Location: Milky Way
Posts: 4,746
Sorry you have to travel of work again. Are there PRN's you can take with you to take the edge off? How long is your trip?
__________________
Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD




"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."

'Karma Police' by Radiohead
Reply
Views: 360

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 04:17 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.