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just here felling better than yesterday. had some energy today did some chores and well took a nap so i guess you could say i am on the down swing. re started my meds guess it will take a while to get back up on my feet what you might call normal. hubby working nights dose not help i feel so alone. no i don't want to hurt my self just feel so frustrated about everything going on in my life money kids husband. don't even enjoy the little things any more obsesed with my wieght been on this raw food diet its working but its all i can think about how i am no where near the person i once was.-onyx

Glad you are here...sounds like a lot is on your mind...

I think you have reasons to be down however your children are blessings.....put your heart into them,kids always make me feel better.
Do something nice for yourself Onyx....a bubble bath,scented candels...a stroll.
Dont be so hard on yourself about dieting.....that will come when your feeling better.

We are never going to be the person that we thought we once were...trying when you are down can really have a negative effect on everything. Concentrate on the good things about yourself...you have so many of them!!
Eventually things will turn back up...they always seem to go that way...the bipolar rollercoaster.

Hang in there...we are here for you

mydarlin dreamrunner and directions thanks i needed feed back to put thing in perspective. today today well so far it's been ok. i stillwonder how i got from there to here with so much change. i guess some changes are for the better. like i am not single and out there trying to find mr right/wrong. i already have my soul mate so i,m lucky there. just had a birthday so maybe that's why all theses feelings are comming up? it just hit me all at once. so i really am glad you guys are there for me. thanks-onyx

Onyx

Sounds like you are having a better day today. I guess when we try putting things in perspectives, it doesn't seem all so bad.

Sending kind gentle hugs if that ok (((((Onyx))))))

Take care,
Dee
xoxo