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#426
Jan 14, 2017, 11:08 PM
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Got two new tires. Old ones were worn right down and one had a nail. Got two new pieces of jewelry- one for my nostril and the other for my labret. Did laundry. Watched TV. Took a nap. Went to salvation army with a friend and met another friend at Starbucks. Kids weren't home can you tell?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#427
Jan 15, 2017, 12:50 AM
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tomorrow will be my first day off in 12 days. Looking forward to getting some paperwork done.
bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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#428
Jan 15, 2017, 11:00 AM
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I just spent the afternoon rewatching finding a family (the movie from 2010 about the bipolar mother, and the kid trying to find a new home)
it gets me every time. it is so emotional but it is such a great movie. I do like it, and it's nice how it all works out for him in the end |
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#429
Jan 15, 2017, 11:15 AM
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Been binge watching Flea Market Flip all morning
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#430
Jan 15, 2017, 11:19 AM
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Sitting here trying not to freeze to death. Sometimes I hate living in the Midwest.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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#431
Jan 15, 2017, 12:34 PM
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The temp is cold but so pretty today. The trees are covered in frost and evergreensare green and it is snowing under the sun making the snow glitter. It's like being inside a glittering snow globe.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#432
Jan 15, 2017, 01:01 PM
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Still have a general feeling of blah and zero motivation. Ugh and I desperately need to clean.
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| Anonymous45023, gina_re
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#433
Jan 15, 2017, 01:10 PM
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Usually I feel great but today I feel anxious and intrusive thoughts have entered my mind at the thought of losing my health insurance. Didn't I just go through this a few weeks ago with DHS? I can't not take my meds.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#434
Jan 15, 2017, 03:39 PM
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74...degrees here very nice for jan.
 by being a regular contributing member to our PBS station.... I won a free gift card to target for $500! Jeff and I went into the store and found a vacumn cleaner that we liked, came home and went on line to order it at a discounted price along with a futon cover and a new bookshelf. We are very happy with our purchases. every thing was on sale and free shipping! Should be here in 2 weeks. bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| Nammu, xRavenx
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#435
Jan 15, 2017, 03:42 PM
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
| bizi
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#436
Jan 15, 2017, 03:53 PM
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Did some exercise, helped make breakfast, made lots of yummy raspberry mocha coffee & spent extra time grooming & worshipping my cat.
 
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly  Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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| bizi, Nammu
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#437
Jan 15, 2017, 03:57 PM
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Congratulations, Bizi!
Not much happened today. I did write a poem based on a dream I had last night. Other than that it's been cruising PC. |
| bizi
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#438
Jan 15, 2017, 04:46 PM
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My dreams have been half remembered mixed up mess. I miss my wild kaleidoscopic dreams, they were like cool movies. Not been sleeping deeply nor well lately, not at all last night.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#439
Jan 15, 2017, 05:54 PM
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Quiet day here, took a nap and cooking up a pot of chili now
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| bizi, gina_re
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#441
Jan 15, 2017, 06:00 PM
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Did some laundry and some cleaning, not nearly enough though. I suddenly got a headache and took a little nap. I could honestly just go to bed right now.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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#442
Jan 15, 2017, 06:58 PM
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I'm playing on PC. I just got home from visiting my friend at Panera with my son. We basically ate and ran home.
 I am doing laundry and just got a shower. Feel reFRESHed!  I have to go pick up my daughter at some point tonight. I told her not late because I'm going to bed!Earlier today, I was wondering if I shouldn't start back up with my T. Or maybe another T. It was just a thought.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
| bizi
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#443
Jan 15, 2017, 09:20 PM
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Saturday was good. Drove to Philly for a family party. I had a great time and it was nice to see everyone. Today...plans cancelled, drive home took forever, got in car accident when almost home (not even sure if this guy has legit insurance, I'll find out tomorrow since office was closed), come to read some bs here which has officially made this a shi**y day.
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| Anonymous45023, Nammu, Unrigged64072835, xRavenx
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#444
Jan 16, 2017, 01:01 PM
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Sorry you had a bad day gina!!!
Off work today, slept in for a bit and now getting a bit of cleaning done..about time! Feeling pretty good today and way better than last week
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#445
Jan 16, 2017, 07:34 PM
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Sorry for the bad day, Gina.
Went to T, planned meals, and did grocery shopping. That was pretty much it. |
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#446
Jan 16, 2017, 07:50 PM
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Well, I've officially cancelled my season sski/snowboarding pass because of the arm fracture.
At least I get 50% refund... Better than nothing. Also, I'm traveling to Europe on Saturday. Bleh. Staying there for 2 weeks on business. And my anxiety is sky high because of the presentations I have to do. Once I'm back, I've got to get another x-ray (follow up), then do physical therapy. |
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#447
Jan 16, 2017, 08:32 PM
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Hey Blue - sorry to hear the arm is what it is, but glad you were at least able to get some $ back.
Had a good day. Work was off for the MLK holiday, so I spent the day at home. Played Clue with the kids, hung some shelves for my wife, baked cinnamon rolls (also with the kids), and watched Finding Dory for the first time. Got the girls in bed, the boys are reading and showering, and my wife is hosting a meeting. I'm sitting in my bedroom surfing PC. Pretty productive day, and overall a good one. Will eventually take my Latuda and crash, back to the grind tomorrow.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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#448
Jan 16, 2017, 08:37 PM
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Had a really good day, went snowshoeing again which is my new favorite thing, talked with my Mom & going to Skype with my daughter later. My mood is nice & even & my depression is nowhere to be seen.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
| bizi
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#449
Jan 17, 2017, 01:21 AM
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Found out today that a cardiac drug that I've been taking for 2 years has depression as a side effect. Was going to go to a DBSA meeting this evening, but blew it off. My lurk hand is strong.
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| Anonymous45023, Nammu, xRavenx
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#450
Jan 17, 2017, 01:41 AM
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Struggling just a bit. Just had a very crazy weekend and didn't end up sleeping very much. I think I'm starting to crash.
I found out about someone I used to know who committed suicide today. He seemed so bright when I knew him, strange how we all find the dark places. Just trying to feel a little more than empty right now, I hope writing something helps. Family detached as usual. Not sure why they seem uncomfortable with me. A day at a time I suppose. I'll try to sleep. Probably won't anyway. Thanks for the read. 
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