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Old Dec 31, 2016, 06:06 PM
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No one is gonna miss me. Hell no one even called or invited me. Am I the bad guy.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 06:08 PM
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I think people would definitely miss you. I'm sorry no one invited you out but that doesn't mean no one cares.i know we would miss you here, even though that's a small comfort. I hope you find something to do tonight that is constructive, not destructive. I'm very sorry you're so alone. If I wasn't going down to south jersey I'd hang out with you!
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 06:13 PM
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Thanks. Another year and I'm still stuck where I am at. Maybe worse.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 06:46 PM
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I'm so lonely. Defeated. Hopeless. I can't win. I can't beat this depression.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 06:46 PM
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I am sorry things suck right now. It's hard being alone. I wish you all the best and good health and try to have a happy birthday. We will definitely miss you, your input here is well liked and needed.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 07:05 PM
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Worst day of the year for me.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 07:41 PM
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I'm sorry to hear you're in a bind, but you would be missed. I really enjoy the posts you leave here on PC...& while I know that may not seem like much, it is. I never celebrate my birthday & no one in my family ever exchanges gifts...including for Christmas. While I sometimes feel unfulfilled by NEVER receiving a present (from anyone), I've learned to live with it. That's just the way things are for me. It may sound trite, but acceptance is the key to all our problems. Things may not always seem fair, or right, but we have to trudge on.

Sorry for the dumb advice, as I know this is a double-whammy night for you & I don't want to compare my life/problems to yours. I would miss you if you weren't around these boards. I know this isn't IRL, but please hang on. In a few days perhaps you can look at tonight in the rearview mirror. Take care, & happy birthday.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 08:01 PM
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Well I'm feeling better. Ordered a pizza and binge watching
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 10:34 PM
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Well I'm feeling better. Ordered a pizza and binge watching
I'm so glad you are feeling better, boogiesmash.

Whatcha watching?

I'm about to do the same (except the pizza. Recently discovered lactose intolerance was causing big problems for me. Ye gawds I miss pizza!)
Like you, taking action tonight to push back against a negative thoughts spiral.

And Boogiesmash Day greetings to you! (That's the way I choose to see b'days. No obligations or shoulds. Just kick back, relax and do whatever fun things you want. King of the day!)
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Hey boogie, I sent you a PM. Shoot me a note!
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 10:45 PM
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Well I'm feeling better. Ordered a pizza and binge watching


Glad you're feeling better.
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Old Dec 31, 2016, 11:07 PM
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My birthday was 12/28.

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