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it began in 2001 was diagnosed with bipolar but it was a little to late. i always knew i was depressed . but bipolar it made since after the year i had. i was manic! i had an affair on my husband with my boss from work so i had to quit my job we just had bought a new house and were moving. so i isloated myself in our new home affraid of what i might do. couldn't go anywere . after a year of counsling i got a little more out going. we started going to church i started to forgive myself. and so did my husband. things are better know i just wish i would have known what was really going on with me before. i had been to dr's before but none ever said bipolar. so the manic was a huge surprise. the panic attaks were horrible becausse some part of me knew i was doing something wrong.oh ok that's me im better now and still married to the saem guy have three kids and two dogs. i am sort of stable now. i have never gotten as manic as i was that year-thank god
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I feel ya...onyx
My dx made sense after all of the depression and su sh thoughts...I have done the same thing...acting out sexually...my husband forgives me and we are still together...I am so glad that I have such a wonderful husband who puts up with my crazy life and sticks with me through it....I am not looking forward to the appointment with the pdoc and meds tweeking but I recon it is something that needs to happen. Here for ya if you need me
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I think bipolar is a toughy for diagnosing...I think it does come too late in many cases...for you for me...over 20 years for me...wishing I knew WTF was going on...
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directions sorry your compass is broke. wishing i could fix it for you.-onyx
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for my darlin
check this out i feel this ong is about me
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![]() ![]() Years ago my husband had an affair.....I love him still. Sometimes forgiving yourself,letting it go,is harder for YOU then it is for the partner.... ![]() |
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