When you've been hospitalized...

I too have been hospitalized several times, with the length varying from a few days or weeks to a little over two months.

I have been hospitalised over 20 times in the last seven years. Shortest 6 days and longest 3 months. ( with 6 days out in between). Most were good experiences and very helpful. Some were disasters. There is groups during the day, CBT, meditation and activities. Usually I'm there for safety reasons. I have been very unwell these last seven years. My hospitalisations are getting less frequent now. Last one was NOV/DEC for 40 days for mania, psychosis and PTSD. I'm allowed electronic devices. Think that's an Australian thing.

I was hospitalized for the first time in 2015. Then I went to the hospital three times last year. I admit some of the ones last year were excessive. They really did make me feel safe, though. Each time, my dad and sis cried. But I didn't, and I promised them I wasn't going to go back.

Hugs to everyone on this thread.

I can't say that I've had a bad experience. Each one was much needed. IP tends to be about five days. IOP/PHP usually is about 2-4 weeks.

My experience the last 2 times wasn't too bad, unfortunately both were due to suicide attempts. Both times I was sectioned under the mental health act but spoke with a psychiatrist after I received my medical treatment & they took me in as a voulintary patient. First time I stayed in the unit for 3 nights and 3 days. The nurses & doctors were pretty cool towards me as I wasn't aggressive & I was compliant with medications. Second time I was in for 4 nights & 4 days if memory serves me right. Had no problems with doctors & nurses but I almost had a few problems with other patients (thought they could put it over me for cigarettes & I wouldn't take it & stood up for myself, no physical altercations were had though). The level of care you receive is average as many hospitals don't have enough staff which is understandable but frustrating at times especially when all you want is your medication. I met some really great people when I was in there, felt welcomed & you feel like family with the people you become friends with in hospital no matter for how short of time. The food ? Not too good but not too bad, was lucky enough to be bought food from outside. My grandparents & best friends came to visit I had at least a visitor every day which was good but also very emotional for me. I hated sleeping there though. The fact the bedroom doors didn't lock properly scared me a bit but you EVENTUALLY get some sleep.
I was only in 3 months ago but it feels like a lifetime ago. I hope I don't get to the stage where you have to go in again but the sad reality is I may have to, I don't think I'll be as "stable" as I am now forever. Even though I knew when I was going home on both occasions I felt really lonely & like I was never gonna come out. The days seemed to just drag on (especially when you're woken up at 7.30am instead of rolling out of bed at midday.