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#26
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Hugs, flutter. Do you have anyone you could call right now and talk to? Maybe friends or your parents?
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i dont talk to anyone about this
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#28
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Maybe just talking to someone would help. You don't have to talk about the way you feel right now.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
#29
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maybe idk i am so tired and i feel like i am about to cry
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#30
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well i got through to my caseworker he told me he couldnt help me again i am done i give up.
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#31
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It's ok to cry.
But if you really feel like giving up, it really is time to either reach out to someone to go to a hospital for help. YOu don't have to tell them why you need company, just say you're having a bad day. It's ok to ask for help.
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#32
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but my fish ugh i dont know what to do everything is ruined i literally cant take this i feel like i am past help. i feel lost and exhausted and so sad everything is slow and it is hard to even move i want to scream but i cant. i dont know if i can take this.
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I feel so lost I really dont know what I should do I feel like everyone would be mad at me if anything went wrong but it hurts so much it aches and pulls and i cant explain it properly but it just really really really hurts.
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#34
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I hope you make it to the hospital for some help. Fish will be OK.
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#35
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We are here to listen.
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You're asking for advice then not doing it. There's nothing else we can do. Go to the hospital. Screw the fish, they can be replaced. If you're dead they're screwed anyway.
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#37
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Thank you I was up till 4am last night and I am very tired I am still feeling the same but I don't know if I should call my mental health worker again or if that is just a stupid idea
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#38
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Call. As for your fish, they can't be cared for if you aren't cared for.
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#39
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Not to sound uncaring but fish also can go a pretty long time without being fed. They are tough and can find particles of food in their aquarium that can keep them going. You can also buy a thing that goes in and gradually feeds them over some time period (I want to say 2 weeks? It's been a long time since I used one).
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#40
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At least start with Lifeline Australia. Their number is 13 11 14.
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#41
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There are lots of people on here who want to support you.
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“Then what is your advice to new practitioners”? “The same as for old practitioners! Keep at it “. Ajahn Chah Bipolar 1 PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Panic Attacks Parkinsonism Dissociative Amnesia Abilify 15mg Viiibryd 40mg Clonzapam.05mg x2 Depakote 1500mg Gabapentin 300mg x 3 Wellbutrin 300mg Carbidopa/Levodopa 25mg-100mg x 3 |
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#42
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I texted him but i dont know if he will read it. i will try calling again in an hour if he still hasnt replied.
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#43
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well turns out that was a stupid idea i am running out of options here.
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#44
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That is when it is time to go to the hospital, especially if you are still having suicidal thoughts.
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#45
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but the hospital is for emergencies and serious stuff and i feel like i am not worth the bother and i would be wasting resources and my fish and i really just want to crawl into a hole and hide and cry. i mean is it actually that bad cause sometimes i cant tell. i dont know i just know i am very very sad.
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#46
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Thoughts of suicide constitute an emergency.
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Quote:
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#49
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are you eden515?
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