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You know that feeling you have in the pit of your heart when you experience a great loss? I have that feeling sometime times when everything is going perfect in my life. It just happens to me sometimes when I am doing my best, I feel it start to hurt deep inside and it seems to happen independently of my self loathing.
Is this normal? It doesn't make since to me that life could be going great and I am for the most part happy, maybe not very happy but still doing well and then all of a sudden I feel it pull deep inside and start to big everything down with it. Anyone else have this happen? |
![]() *Laurie*, HALLIEBETH87, Nickiskip
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I do that often. For me its just the fear that everything is going good. Too good. its the anticipation of the crash that has you feeling that way. I'm like this feels so good I almost feel normal well myself normal but then I constantly fear that it will crash right back into depression. Most times it does and I wonder if the foreboding feeling is what causes the crash I still have a lot to work out with my T so I'm not completely sure. I hope this helps you feel less alone in feeling this way. I think we just need to do what my friend says ride the highs while they are there and only worry about the lows when they come.
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You are correct, I am on vacation at the moment and things are going very well this week. I have mixed moods rapid cycle bipolar 2 and the day prior I was pretty depressed. I believe it is a feeling of sitting at the top of the roller coaster and your heart tells you the bottom is about to fall out as it does ever time. I guess I couldn't put it in words but I can now, thanks. I have joined here to feel less alone. I have great support from my spouse but no one gets it and that make me feel so very alone. I have only been apart of this for a few weeks but already I feel a since of belonging, being able to reach out to other is a major help. It may or may not help the big picture but it definitely help me feel more at ez with it all. Thx
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Yep. What Nickiskip posted.
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