All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

B Carlile

All the reports have came back from the hospital, well sitting here without a soul to take my hand. They found bone cancer. My head is spining so fast I can't think. All the times I wanted to put a gun to my head, or down a bottle of pills. I'm begging God for minutes now.
How we ALL take our lives out-ever small, it's a gift not someting to be tosed away on a bad night.. You want to make a memorey! Something to know you've been here. Sorry it ha <font color="blue"> </font> ppens to late some times.

I don't know whats up next, I will try io state up with the board. Best I can.

One last thing Onyx, I'm sorry.

Love to all,

Tucker

(((((((((((tucker))))))))))
SO sorry, my prayers and thoughts are with you. You are never alone here.
I know this is a hard time.

I will always be here... holding your hand.. thru all...

[HALLIEBETH87]

always here for you, dear *hugs*

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Tucker))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you. Know that there are those that are by your side and care. You are not alone.

BB

[mydarlin]

I read your post and all of the sudden felt like I am a fraud...I can not imagine the pain you are feeling right now....I am so sorry! I wish you the best and hope that all of the medical improvements in cancer therapy will be of use to you...I lost my uncle this past week to cancer ( he is not the first to lose to that wretched disease)...I know that there are so many things that docs can do to make things better... I am really hoping that they can do something for you!

Remember that we are here for you....rain or shine.

[dreamrunner]

(((((Tucker)))))
I dont know what to say.Please keep posting.We care.

First off thank you for the many pm's, and the post here on the board.

Realy tried not to think about it today, but could'nt my head around it. Now its all in Gods hands. That's all I can say....

Love you all,

Mark

[lenjan]

((((Tucker))))) Sorry to hear this news. Keep reaching out to us here at PC -- maybe we can help.

[debbie_tabor]

(((((((Tucker)))))))

[onyx69000]

TUCKER NO WORRIES ON MY END. I ACCECPT YOU UR APPOLOGY. DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. ITS NOTHING BIG IN THE SCHEME OF THINGS. LETS JUST WORK ON YOU GETTING BETTER. TKAE CARE OF YOUR SELF AND KEP THE FAITH. KEEP POSTING AND I'LL KEEP ANSWERING. YOUR FRIEND-ONYX

Tomorrow I go in the hospital to start the treatments. Not ashmaded to say how scared I am, but like I've told you its in Gods hands now.

Really don't have much to say for once, its like I've been hit by a truck and catch my breath.

T/C major huggs to you all...............

Mark

Tucker... I am still here holding your hand.. offering support, comfort, love.. our faith in God.. connecting us..

[mydarlin]

Every thing will work out for the best Tucker....I know it will in my heart of hearts.
You be safe and know that we are thinking about you

[mydarlin]

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For you Tucker

[mydarlin]

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This one tooo....good luck Tucker...God be with you!!!

[onyx69000]

good luck with the treatment. just know in your heart you are working with the best professionals and god has his hands over you. keep your chin up my friend we are all here with you. keep us posted as possible. we will want to know how good your doing-onyx

mydarlin,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Send it any way, who cares about space..

[debbie_tabor]

We will all be mentally holding your hand while you're in the hospital.
Debbie

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Tucker)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I will be thinking of you.

BB

To everyone:

Well have to say not getting much sleep tonight, guess thats to be excepted. Listen to music, playing my guitar (thanks mydarlin)
I have to know in my heart of hearts I will be OK, can't get down walkin in the front door of the hospital. Wait til something happens, right? But nothings goin happen!! God willin I'm goin in fight the fight and come right back out the front door.. (Huggs needed here)lol.

Have to be there at 1pm so time in the morning will go slow. Going to try to get out and do someting, don't care how bad it hurts. Is'nt all this stuff we try to deal with here mind over matter.

Its amazing to me by just by the change in the wind, your life can be steared off course. There's no true north any more, just the ebbs and tides of your life. So I'll reach for my compass, put my faith in the winds and Gods hands and find my way back to port....

Prayin for you all,,

Tks,

Mark

[darkeyes]

(((((((( Tucker )))))))))))

I'm so very sorry to hear of your suffering, I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Keep the faith and know we all care about you here, and we send our good wishes for luck,healing and peace within.
Please continue to come here when you wish, and talk with us.
Sincerely,
Rosanne