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Sep 13, 2007, 10:10 PM
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It's been a long time since I've been around here. Things had been going fairly well, and all of the sudden the last couple months have turned into absolute disaster. I'm trying so hard. Mindfulness, understanding, everything. But there is a certain someone who repeatedly gets under my skin and I lose it. I started a blog with a BS identity to let my true feelings out. It's no holds barred, I'm saying exactly what is in my mind. It's highly likely to be a trigger for some, so I caution against reading it. But, I hope it becomes a good outlet for me. I've been showing lots of BPD symptoms lately and have been very aggressive and violent. I've been on the brink of total destruction. You can check it out here, only if you will be comfortable with extremely profane language and harsh statements. It's truly horrible but it's in the heat of the moment, please understand.
The Blog
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Sep 14, 2007, 01:39 PM
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Hello (((PUGHEAD))). It is good to see you posting again. The chat is available for you as well if you want to chat with someone in person. Take care. Soidhonia
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Sep 14, 2007, 07:17 PM
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I just read your bog!!!! no judgement,,,must have felt good to let it all out,,does she know youfeel this way or was it just a venting session?? pm me anytime if you need to talk, i get like that from time to time,,good luck and hope things get better for you soon. hugs, Jen
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Sep 14, 2007, 07:43 PM
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Hi Pughead, good to see ya, have been doin far until a week ago, started cycling and fretful about a never ending bill, everytime it comes I seem to swing out of control
Angie
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Sep 15, 2007, 06:27 PM
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unfortunately I hear what you are saying. I read your post and it is good you are letting it out in the way you did, it is better to write it than to do it (if you know what I mean). People on here, a lot of them, are real good listeners at times nothing helps but other times there are things they can help with if it just be the talking. Anyway feel free to pm me if you want to just let it out, I am a good listener and I don't take offense to much a anything.
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Sep 15, 2007, 09:44 PM
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pughead...I posted a comment on your blog...glad that you can let all of your feelings out somewhere...most of us have to pay a therapist for such venting...lol
Remember we are all here for you when you need someone...someone is always on.. Give me a shout if you would like to talk  .gif)   try not to let her cause your problem to esclate.. it is not worth it
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Sep 15, 2007, 10:09 PM
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to answer your subject line...wishing...so sad...so lonely...so ready to be done...
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Sep 15, 2007, 11:31 PM
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Thank you everyone for all your support.
When I read what I wrote, I can't even believe it. It proves that I don't know the difference between delusion and reality anymore. All those insults and ill-wishes were un-called for. I love this woman and she loves me deeply. I can't believe what I did. I have to erase it.
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