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Apr 22, 2017, 05:27 AM
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This last 1.5week I have been extremelly irritable and with a ton of homicidal and suicidal thoughts. I dont sleep well. and when I get a flashbacks from my cptsd added to this it gets totally out of control.
I just wondered if this could be dysphoria since I dont sleep, I am irritable, I am homicidal, suicidal, too much energy, but at the same time sad. /I have been IP twice for some hours this week/ Now I have it more under control since I have more or less identify what it is, but I wondered if you think it is dysphoria or if it has another name. /I was diagnosed as bipolar once, but I though they were wrong, my psychiatrist said I have a cyclothymic personality, but this is beyond/
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 12:25 PM
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dysphoria isn't really a disorder in itself, it's more like a symptom or general state of extreme dissatisfaction (think "gender dysphoria"). What you describe sounds more than/beyond this - it reminds me of how people describe a mixed state, feeling high/low at the same time. I would definitely get some help asap, as it sounds like you are in a lot of distress.
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Apr 22, 2017, 02:10 PM
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 02:11 PM
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How much this lasts?
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 03:04 PM
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Hi Oliver,
I am sorry you are suffering. I don't think we can know how long this will last. I agree with our friend: It would be wise to involve professional help, in addition the participating here. Do you see a therapist or a pdoc? I hope to see you around the forum. Be kind to yourself, Oliver.  WC |
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Apr 22, 2017, 03:21 PM
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 03:25 PM
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I am afraid they would think I am faking up symptoms.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 03:31 PM
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I am glad you have a way to reach your pdoc sooner, if you wish.
 Why would anyone think you were "faking up" symptoms?  WC |
| OliverB
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Apr 22, 2017, 03:49 PM
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I donīt know, maybe they will think I just want attention.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Apr 22, 2017, 05:03 PM
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I think they have a duty to take you seriously and will do so.
I certainly hope so! WC |
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