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May 07, 2017, 10:44 AM
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A couple of weeks ago I was out of my mind manic. I lost the first job I've had in the last seven years, ended up with an emergency appointment with my pdoc and just pretty much lost my mind. The very same night, probably because of the emergency medication changes, I was on my knees hysterical and suicidal. My pdoc sent me to be evaluated where I fudged my evaluation which I do a little too much and got stuck with Iop. So yesterday, I cried all day long, thought of suicide and felt sorry for myself. Medicine changes again? Well then today I've taken 3 Holy Spirit infused showers, contaminated by no one, become the 60's by dancing around and recreating, you guessed it, Woodstock. I would buy the 60's but my husband has shut down both my shopping and my driving and breathing for that gosh darnit. Please someone reset my insane, no really insane, mind or at least ****ing dance with me. Where should we fly?
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
 Anonymous45023, Anonymous50909, Wild Coyote, wildflowerchild25
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#2
May 07, 2017, 10:49 AM
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I'm sorry you lost your job over this but I'm glad your in IoP. Did you start IoP yet? Hopefully the suicidalness will go away with med changes.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#3
May 07, 2017, 10:56 AM
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How have you been? Haven't talked to you in forever!!!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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May 07, 2017, 11:16 AM
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What meds are you on now? Does your IoP have a pdoc or just a T? Did they tell you how long you'll be there?
I'm ehh, white knuckling it until I see the pdoc Tuesday. I'm not in an episode luckily just my heads being twisted. I'll be okay though.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#5
May 07, 2017, 11:38 AM
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I hope things get easier for you soon.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#6
May 07, 2017, 11:46 AM
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The klonapin isn't helping you sleep? Hopefully they won't make you go IP but if you're not sleeping most likely they will, I'm sorry. Hopefully with sleep you'll feel better.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#7
May 07, 2017, 11:59 AM
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Yeah, good sleep does wonders for me. My doc gave me 25-50mg Seroquel PRN for it. I take 25 most nights.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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#8
May 07, 2017, 12:18 PM
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I'm glad you're feeling better and getting the help you need. Take care of yourself.
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