Home Menu

Menu


Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #1  
Old May 20, 2017, 05:38 PM
bluemountains's Avatar
bluemountains bluemountains is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 1,937
I am so manic and it is the mean kind-things come out of my mouth that hurt before I have a chance to think. Also, I feel like I am bouncing everywhere.

Unfortunately the behaviors are noticed, but I won't go into that.

I just added Latuda to my drugs, switching out a couple of ad's. I am at 80 mg now. I have suffered the regular side effects, but I can't find mania anywhere in my research.

I don't really want to go to the hospital, but for the first time in long time, I am so totally miserable I am considering it. I am not considering harming myself, I just feel so miserable with pressure on the inside, plus I am not a good mother or wife now. I can't even imagine what I am acting like as a teacher.

My pdoc isn't available. She is with her sick daughter. My therapist pretty much told me I was horrible last week, not in reference to the mania but to something I said to a coworker.

Help! I need to figure out a way for someone to like me again!

I am cutting out the Latuda. I don't have a doctor now so I'm prescribing it myself.

Bluemountains
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Sunflower123, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote, xRavenx, ~Christina

advertisement
  #2  
Old May 20, 2017, 05:46 PM
wildflowerchild25's Avatar
wildflowerchild25 wildflowerchild25 is offline
Elder
 
Member Since: Mar 2013
Location: NJ
Posts: 6,434
I think latuda is supposed to act more on depression than mania. Which to me says it could cause mania, though that's just a hunch on my part.
__________________
Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore

That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #3  
Old May 20, 2017, 05:48 PM
Victoria'smom's Avatar
Victoria'smom Victoria'smom is offline
Legendary
 
Member Since: Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 15,925
Please go to the ER. You don't want to destroy relationships, you don't have a pdoc right now let the ER pdoc help you. I'm pretty sure they wont keep you because you're not a danger. You could always go to urgent care to help too.
__________________
Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+


Comfortable broken and happy

"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
My blog
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #4  
Old May 20, 2017, 05:53 PM
luvyrself's Avatar
luvyrself luvyrself is offline
Poohbah
 
Member Since: Dec 2015
Location: Phoenix
Posts: 1,310
Quote:
Originally Posted by bluemountains View Post
I am so manic and it is the mean kind-things come out of my mouth that hurt before I have a chance to think. Also, I feel like I am bouncing everywhere.

Unfortunately the behaviors are noticed, but I won't go into that.

I just added Latuda to my drugs, switching out a couple of ad's. I am at 80 mg now. I have suffered the regular side effects, but I can't find mania anywhere in my research.

I don't really want to go to the hospital, but for the first time in long time, I am so totally miserable I am considering it. I am not considering harming myself, I just feel so miserable with pressure on the inside, plus I am not a good mother or wife now. I can't even imagine what I am acting like as a teacher.

My pdoc isn't available. She is with her sick daughter. My therapist pretty hypomanic state much told me I was horrible last week, not in reference to the mania but to something I said to a coworker.

Help! I need to figure out a way for someone to like me again!

I am cutting out the Latuda. I don't have a doctor now so I'm prescribing it myself.

Bluemountains
---response. Hold on there. I am about one month in on latuda, now at 40 mg and i like that dosage. I was flying w hypomnia one month ago when I dropped the wellbutrin that im sure was making me very irritable. Bipolars have to be very careful w antidepressants. They can push u Up too high. Im bp2 w gad. I was also a teacher. Small world.
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #5  
Old May 20, 2017, 06:06 PM
Sunflower123's Avatar
Sunflower123 Sunflower123 is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 26,579
Did your pdoc make any plans for a back up while she's gone? Would it help if you dropped the dosage on the Latuda instead of eliminating it? If the mania continues at the same level or worse....please seek help. I hope you feel better soon. Thinking of you....

Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #6  
Old May 20, 2017, 06:23 PM
Nammu's Avatar
Nammu Nammu is offline
Crone
 
Member Since: May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
Posts: 76,768
If I understand you correctly you are on ADs those are the ones you should consider quitting not the Latuda.
__________________
Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann



Hugs from:
Anonymous59125, Wild Coyote
  #7  
Old May 20, 2017, 07:33 PM
Anonymous59125
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I can't advise on medications as I'm not a doctor and have a terrible record myself with quitting medscold turkey but I do want to warn you that quitting can cause withdrawal symptoms which make things much worse. Please be careful. Going to the ER sounds like a good idea. (((Hugs)))
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #8  
Old May 20, 2017, 07:39 PM
Faltering's Avatar
Faltering Faltering is offline
Veteran Member
 
Member Since: Oct 2016
Location: USA
Posts: 577
I'm sorry you're feeling bad. I would recommend going to the ER to address your symptoms now. Please consider waiting until you see a doctor to tweak your meds. Then you can follow up with your regular pdoc.
__________________
Bipolar 1
Latuda 120 mg
Adderall 40 mg
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #9  
Old May 20, 2017, 09:15 PM
bluemountains's Avatar
bluemountains bluemountains is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 1,937
Quote:
Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
Please go to the ER. You don't want to destroy relationships, you don't have a pdoc right now let the ER pdoc help you. I'm pretty sure they wont keep you because you're not a danger. You could always go to urgent care to help too.
Thanks, MIguel'smom. I am in email touch with my therapist. We are talking about getting an admittance.
Bluemountains
Hugs from:
xRavenx
Thanks for this!
xRavenx
  #10  
Old May 20, 2017, 09:16 PM
bluemountains's Avatar
bluemountains bluemountains is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 1,937
Quote:
Originally Posted by Nammu View Post
If I understand you correctly you are on ADs those are the ones you should consider quitting not the Latuda.
I've already quit ads, just on lithium and latuda right now.
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #11  
Old May 20, 2017, 09:24 PM
bluemountains's Avatar
bluemountains bluemountains is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 1,937
Quote:
Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967 View Post
Did your pdoc make any plans for a back up while she's gone? Would it help if you dropped the dosage on the Latuda instead of eliminating it? If the mania continues at the same level or worse....please seek help. I hope you feel better soon. Thinking of you....


My pdoc's practice are only two people. The standard is go to the er if there is a problem. I don't think my problem is er material, but I will go tomorrow if things don't get better. It's just a lot of money to work with doctors who know very little. I took 40 mg instead of 80 tonight. I emailed my therapist and pdoc hoping to hear from them soon, although the weekend will make that a few days away. Mainly I think I would like to get out of work for a few days. I can't work with children next week. I already have the paperwork, but it is at the pdoc's office and she's not there! I'll get it worked out.
Bluemountains
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Anonymous59125, Wild Coyote
  #12  
Old May 20, 2017, 09:49 PM
Anonymous59125
Guest
 
Posts: n/a
If you can't be around children and you know it you need to listen to your gut. Please reach out and go to the ER, even if it's only to get a note off work for awhile. (((Hugs)))
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #13  
Old May 21, 2017, 11:12 AM
~Christina's Avatar
~Christina ~Christina is offline
Legendary Wise Elder
Community Liaison
 
Member Since: Jul 2011
Location: Tennessee
Posts: 22,450
Oh Blue

Honestly if your in this kinda mess you should go to ER and IP .. No one loves IP but you could easily be putting your job on the line, Your family will understand...

Im always around if you wanna talk
__________________
Helping others gets me out of my own head ~
Hugs from:
Wild Coyote
  #14  
Old May 26, 2017, 04:14 PM
bluemountains's Avatar
bluemountains bluemountains is offline
Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 1,937
So here's the follow up. I spent a couple of nights in the hospital-not by choice of course. Then the hospital decided I am well enough to attend the day program, which I have been going to for two days now. I have a ways to go, and I have to work hard because the psychiatric hospital is just across the street, and I don't want to go back, As for work, I went on Family Medical Leave.
Thanks for helping me out.
Bluemountains
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Nammu, wildflowerchild25, xRavenx
Thanks for this!
Nammu, xRavenx
Reply
Views: 885

attentionThis is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.




All times are GMT -5. The time now is 12:31 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.




 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.