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Old Jun 17, 2017, 01:53 PM
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I am a pathetic, worthless person. The world is better off without my nonsense.

No energy. Can't manage to exercise or shower.

SI and SH ideations. Won't go into detail though.

No psychosis, for a change. That's good I guess.

I'm sorry to anyone who actually read this stupid post.

Going down the tubes again...
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 02:11 PM
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hi. i don't think you're any of those things. society in general makes a lot of people feel that way. mental health, inc. is also very skilled at breaking down any sense of worth the "patients" have. Just sayin'.

I hope things get better for you. I like your posts and so do a lot of other people here, so please post whatever you feel like posting, whenever you feel so inclined.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 02:15 PM
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Franz, it seems like you have been struggling a lot lately. It might be time for a med change to help your quality of life. Hope things get better for you.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 02:18 PM
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i'm sorry you are going through this
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 03:32 PM
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Sorry you're feeling this way. Hope you find your way out soon. You're not worthless. You contribute quite a bit here, and that's appreciated.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 04:33 PM
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I see you contributing here on PC, supporting people in need. That carries great worth. An it's a lot for the people you support. Take a chance to see your self-worth. It's there.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 05:24 PM
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You have a lot on your plate right now. Anybody would be stressed out. But you're certainly not worthless. I really like your posts.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 05:26 PM
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Thanks all for the encouraging words. They mean a lot to me.

I managed to get out of my room and walk around campus for a half hour. It was hot and miserable, but I forced myself to do it. Lots of SI ideations, unfortunately.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 06:03 PM
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Just realized I forgot my birth control pills for two days. Could that lead to depression?
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 07:33 PM
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Sounds like its time for a check up with your Pdoc .. I am glad you got out today, that took strength.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 07:58 PM
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I'm going to give it a few days. It could just be an adjustment to being away from family and home. If I'm still depressed after that I'll contact pdoc.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 10:07 PM
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You are not pathetic or worthless. Also, don't feel you need to apologize for expressing your feelings. That's what the forum is here for. We're here for you. Bipolar sucks.
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Old Jun 17, 2017, 10:49 PM
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I've seen you show your compassion and caring to a member of our family in need.
I've seen you share your feelings...straight from your heart
That makes you valuable, not worthless
If you have compassion for others, and you do, you are truly a gift to this world
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