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#26
Jul 14, 2017, 07:34 PM
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Being buried alive
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 Anonymous45023, Wild Coyote
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#27
Jul 14, 2017, 07:50 PM
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That one day I will give up trying and let the darkness wash over me
That I won't keep fearing the reaper.
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| Anonymous45023, Wild Coyote
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#28
Jul 15, 2017, 05:02 AM
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mine is getting to a really old age in life and having nothing to look back on
looking back over the years and thinking.. well, for the past 30/ 40 years, i've done absolutely nothing with myself what a horrible thought that, and dying suddenly, with no warning. they have both always been really strong fears of mine |
| Anonymous45023, Wild Coyote
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#29
Jul 15, 2017, 05:04 AM
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from the illness prospective, that i'm always going to have little to know support, and it's just going to get worse rather than better
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| Wild Coyote
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#30
Jul 15, 2017, 08:56 PM
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I'm terrified of getting to the age where it's too late to start over, resulting in regret. I'm terrified of getting older without having reached a level of being symptom free such that I can partake in the many passions of my past life(i.e. the time before I became severely symptomatic). I yearn for the capacity to actively participate in those passions.
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"I dreamed a dream, but now that dream is gone from me." 
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| Anonymous45023, Wild Coyote
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#31
Jul 15, 2017, 11:08 PM
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My biggest fears are dying from being drowned or being burned alive. But mostly drowned. Or choking. Or anything that involves suffocation. I can't even sleep with the covers over my face because I freak out.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| Anonymous45023, rwwff, Wild Coyote
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#32
Jul 17, 2017, 05:29 AM
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Quote:
Possible trigger:
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"I dreamed a dream, but now that dream is gone from me."
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| Wild Coyote
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#33
Jul 17, 2017, 01:49 PM
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Being in full control of my hitherto-autonomous nervous system.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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