[Buzzy Z]

Hi Guys.Here I go with my rant.Pain for 40yrs due to work related injury & BP for along time.My moods shift like crazy & I'm sure its not the BP-well not that often.Narcotics stopped working so no OTC is gonna help.Pain rubs-a lost cause.I have no one to talk to but my wife & I try not to upset her but she can tell by my moods,the way I walk,& going to bed very early to ease the pain & also to forget that I'm alive.Pretty much my only friend & neighbor doesn't want to hear it as she has pain herself.So,when I'm asked how are you?A fake smile with an OK.Really-that's just a greeting.She's a little mad that I don't see her mans band play.I developed a hear issue from my 14 yrs as a musician called hyperacusis which makes even the slightest noise too loud to handle such as music,cars,airplanes,etc.
We can't afford to pay for surgery as my wife has a lot of medical bills racked up for herself.Refused my Drs offer to go back on narcotic meds.I love being able to think clear again.This depression started in March & isn't lifting good enough for me.I'm at my witts end.Thank's for reading & putting up with my rant.I know getting this out will make me feel somewhat better.Hope everyone is OK

[Wild Coyote]

I'm glad you feel like you can share your truth here.

Many participants deal with both BP and chronic pain.
I am sorry you also must deal with these challenges.

I've noticed a few members have also recently mentioned living with hyperacusis, as well.

I wish there were helpful solutions for you and your challenges.

Please feel free to vent as much as you find helpful!


WC

[Wander]

Thanks for sharing. I am sorry you have to live with BP and chronic pain. I have Fibromyalgia and that involves chronic pain plus exhaustion, among other things. It is a tough gig and they do feed off each other. I have no suggestions just my sympathies. Keep posting if it helps.

[BeyondtheRainbow]

Have you ever tried prescription lidocaine patches? I can't remember the name of them but I've seen them help some people quite a bit with substantial pain who couldn't take narcotics.

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry you're living with BP and chronic pain. Please vent everyday if that helps you make it through. I really wish there was something to ease your pain. You can always be honest here. Sending big hugs.

[Buzzy Z]

Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow

Have you ever tried prescription lidocaine patches? I can't remember the name of them but I've seen them help some people quite a bit with substantial pain who couldn't take narcotics.

I've tried everykind of patch including Rx.Oh well

[Buzzy Z]

Thank you everyone for your thoughts & kind words. I took my 1st klonpin this morning instead of at bedtime.It helped me a great deal. Thanks again.

[Rjaye]

I use Neurontin (gabapentin) for pain, and I found it helps. I also use Voltaren cream for my joints and back and while it's not perfect, between that and ice and heat, it makes things bearable. I also get massages just to treat myself for a day and I'm looking into doing hydrotherapy. I have to do a lot to deal with pain, too.

I am so sorry you are going through this. Pain just wears a person down. Having to accept it is a challenge on most days, and I know this is so frustrating. Sending you good thoughts. I know it won't help but I understand.