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The past 5 weeks have been pure hell and now my husband just outta the hospital on Friday is on Prednisone and snap snap snap ...
Im unable to move past what started this swirl into hell..... Maybe I dont want too? I dunno I really have had enough, Just enough.
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*sits* I'm here, rant if you need to. ((((((((((Christina)))))))))
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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(((((((Christina)))))))
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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Hugs
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Sorry love. Text me anytime. Anytime! Hopefully things will calm down when he's off the steroids and hopefully You can get in to see a t soon to help with the trauma. I'm here for you
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Its wayyyyy more than over enough hun.
![]() Life needs to back the Eff of you for a while, at least give you time to process the faeces it flings at you. |
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My thoughts are with you.
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You've had so very much to cope with recently.
![]() You deserve a break. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Wishing you Peace, Comfort and Joy ![]() WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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BPII and GAD Currently On 600 mg trilipteral, 20 mg Celexa, and 80 mg Propranolol for tremors. Klonopin for anxiety, as needed, and 25 mg Seroquel nightly for sleep. |
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So sorry, sending big hugs and peaceful vibes your way!!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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Thank you all.. your support means a lot
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![]() Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg ![]() |
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(((((((((Christina))))))))) You're in my thoughts.
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(((((((((( Christina ))))))))))
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Thank eveyone.
I am just trying to stay a float and yes ride the wave. I see my Pdoc Tuesday.. second visit, Shes just meds only but I will fill her in on whats happened in the last 5 weeks, I do wish I could find a T ... I am trying to somehow fit even a few visits in, Maybe thats all I need to unload the rage I feel. ![]() I am currently beating myself up often because I think " Its been 5 weeks since she did that hellish thing in my home.. Time to get the hell over it" I just cant do it, Im stuck in the "rage, how dare you stage" Ugh Ugh Ugh I know to move on I do not need to forgive her .. I just need to get the nightmares out of my life, They are just Vivid and its everynight along with the never ending one about my uncle,,, Dont need to explain that hellish one. All this support is helping me. Its nice to know people truly care ![]()
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I'm sorry things are so hard right now. I wish it would get better for you. I love you lady!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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You're being too hard on yourself....it's been two years since my husband died and I still think about that awful morning. Not nearly as often now but five weeks is not that long. You can't expect all the rage to dissipate in just five weeks.
Once you find a t and have someone to talk to it will get easier. It will get easier with time as well even if you don't have a t. I'm so sorry you're going through all this. No one deserves this hell. But you WILL make it through. ![]()
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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I hope things get better soon. When something is still so fresh it takes a while to cope with it. I'm glad you have an appt coming up.
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