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Old Aug 31, 2017, 09:53 PM
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The past 5 weeks have been pure hell and now my husband just outta the hospital on Friday is on Prednisone and snap snap snap ...

Im unable to move past what started this swirl into hell..... Maybe I dont want too? I dunno

I really have had enough, Just enough.
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Old Aug 31, 2017, 09:55 PM
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Old Aug 31, 2017, 10:09 PM
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Old Aug 31, 2017, 10:14 PM
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Sorry love. Text me anytime. Anytime! Hopefully things will calm down when he's off the steroids and hopefully You can get in to see a t soon to help with the trauma. I'm here for you
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Its wayyyyy more than over enough hun.

Life needs to back the Eff of you for a while, at least give you time to process the faeces it flings at you.
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Old Sep 01, 2017, 09:22 AM
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You've had so very much to cope with recently.
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The past 5 weeks have been pure hell and now my husband just outta the hospital on Friday is on Prednisone and snap snap snap ...

Im unable to move past what started this swirl into hell..... Maybe I dont want too? I dunno

I really have had enough, Just enough.
Christine, just continue to ride this wave. You've made it through the wreckage of the last five weeks. Self care, self care, self care.
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Old Sep 01, 2017, 09:49 AM
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Old Sep 01, 2017, 09:03 PM
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Thank you all.. your support means a lot
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Old Sep 01, 2017, 09:05 PM
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a husband on steroids hang in there.
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Old Sep 01, 2017, 11:37 PM
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Old Sep 02, 2017, 06:41 PM
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Thank eveyone.

I am just trying to stay a float and yes ride the wave.

I see my Pdoc Tuesday.. second visit, Shes just meds only but I will fill her in on whats happened in the last 5 weeks, I do wish I could find a T ... I am trying to somehow fit even a few visits in, Maybe thats all I need to unload the rage I feel.

I am currently beating myself up often because I think " Its been 5 weeks since she did that hellish thing in my home.. Time to get the hell over it" I just cant do it, Im stuck in the "rage, how dare you stage" Ugh Ugh Ugh

I know to move on I do not need to forgive her .. I just need to get the nightmares out of my life, They are just Vivid and its everynight along with the never ending one about my uncle,,, Dont need to explain that hellish one.

All this support is helping me. Its nice to know people truly care
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Old Sep 02, 2017, 08:07 PM
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I'm sorry things are so hard right now. I wish it would get better for you. I love you lady!
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Old Sep 02, 2017, 08:24 PM
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You're being too hard on yourself....it's been two years since my husband died and I still think about that awful morning. Not nearly as often now but five weeks is not that long. You can't expect all the rage to dissipate in just five weeks.

Once you find a t and have someone to talk to it will get easier. It will get easier with time as well even if you don't have a t.

I'm so sorry you're going through all this. No one deserves this hell. But you WILL make it through.

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Old Sep 02, 2017, 10:01 PM
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Old Sep 02, 2017, 11:34 PM
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I hope things get better soon. When something is still so fresh it takes a while to cope with it. I'm glad you have an appt coming up.
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