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Sep 17, 2017, 09:10 PM
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I'm thinking maybe I need to check in. I'm not having good thoughts,//trigger// I don't think I can do life right now.//trigger// I'm afraid to tell my husband, he'll be so disappointed. I tried to fake it through the weekend but I can't fight it or fake it for much longer. I don't know, I feel so guilty for being depressed. I called my mom and cried, I'm sure she's disappointed to. I'm such a freaking loser and failure. Why can't I cope with life like normal adults do. I'm rediculous
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#2
Sep 17, 2017, 09:17 PM
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You're not ridiculous. You're depressed. It makes everything impossible. The hospital might be a good place for you to get a rest where you don't have to take it for awhile. It doesn't make you a loser to need IP.
If you really think you can't do it anymore, then go. Maybe your husband will be upset but he'd be way more upset if he lost you.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#3
Sep 17, 2017, 09:18 PM
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You're not a failure, loser or ridiculous. You're ill. You have a disease. You need to go to the hospital and you're very smart and brave to realize that. Please go tonight.
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#4
Sep 17, 2017, 09:31 PM
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By the time you think you may need to go IP, you should already be there. Good on you for recognizing that you're in trouble. Taking care of yourself is a brave act. Go in and get better. Hugs.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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#5
Sep 17, 2017, 10:33 PM
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I'm a burden to my family. I told my husband and I'm so ashamed, he said to sleep tonight and see how i feel in the morning. I don't know what to do right now. He said I'm not a burden but I don't believe that. His first reaction was that I'm going to have another week off work. That's why I'm a burden, I can't work right now and were going to have problems paying bills. I told him my brain just doesn't work like everyone else's. I hate myself right now
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#6
Sep 17, 2017, 10:43 PM
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I feel so guilty for having these bad thoughts, I'm such a terrible person!!
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Sep 17, 2017, 10:54 PM
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Quote:
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#8
Sep 17, 2017, 10:59 PM
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Go to the hospital, where they can get you to feel better faster. Hugs!! You are precious and loved.
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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Sep 18, 2017, 04:23 AM
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It's 4:15 and I'm still awake having bad thoughts!
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#10
Sep 18, 2017, 05:36 AM
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I think I'm going to go to ER about 7 or 8, who k ow I'd they'll admit me but the thoughts are //trigger// SI and not good. I don't know what else to do at this point. I don't want to wake my husband and upset him more than I did last night. I'm a terrible excuse of a human, I wouldn't blame him if he kicked me to the curb
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#11
Sep 18, 2017, 06:08 AM
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You are NOT a terrible person. You a wonderful person who is just sick with an illness at the moment.
Going to the ER sounds like a good idea if you thinking of harming yourself. Please be safe. Sending big hugs |
| *Laurie*, hopeless2015
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Sep 18, 2017, 07:29 AM
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I agree. You are not a terrible person. How are you doing now? Are you headed to the hospital?
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| 99fairies, hopeless2015
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#13
Sep 18, 2017, 08:09 AM
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If your having thoughts of self-harm, then you should go to a hospital for an evaluation. (((Hugs)))
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| 99fairies, hopeless2015
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Sep 18, 2017, 08:31 AM
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  (((((( hopeless )))))) Thinking of you. Stay safe, please. WC
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| 99fairies, hopeless2015
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Sep 18, 2017, 11:01 AM
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 sweety please go to the hospital. You are not a looser, or burden to those who love you. You deserve to get the help you need. 
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 Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg 
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| 1978dd, 99fairies, hopeless2015
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#16
Sep 18, 2017, 04:49 PM
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hopeless, how are you feeling today?
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| hopeless2015
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Sep 18, 2017, 05:14 PM
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I think she's IP
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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Sep 18, 2017, 09:14 PM
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I hope she is IP. You are brave for asking for help. Going IP takes guts. It's ok to be ill. We have all been there. Get better and let us know how you are
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