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Sep 16, 2017, 02:14 PM
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I've felt up and down all day. The gym feels so good and safe. When I return to "home" I feel I have to be so guarded and like everyone is resentful of me going to the gym. I do get snide comments from Dad and my sister. Once the truck parts are in, I'm fixing it and rolling out. For where, I don't care, as long as there's a gym.
It doesn't help that I feel so lonely. My heart hurts more with every breath and I almost want to call my ex, but I know at the same time how terrible an idea that would be. I really just want to be held. Why aren't there safe places where strangers could just cuddle, then leave with no emotional attachment? That's all I honestly want, to be held, with no emotional attachment. I'd almost pay a hooker for it, probably would if I could afford to. |
 99fairies, Sunflower123, Teddy Bear, UpDownAround, Wild Coyote
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Sep 16, 2017, 02:30 PM
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Not a bad idea. Sorry you feel so lonely. Hope you get some cuddles soon. Take care.
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Sep 16, 2017, 02:38 PM
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Sep 16, 2017, 02:53 PM
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Maybe you could hug a random stranger? Or maybe not.....maybe go to the pet store and cuddle some puppies and kittens
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Sep 16, 2017, 03:12 PM
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There are actually people who hug professionally(!) Just hugging, no funny business. I don't know if that's something available in your area, but it might be worth checking into.
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Sep 16, 2017, 06:23 PM
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I will go to the pet store tomorrow! Thank you |
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Sep 16, 2017, 06:23 PM
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Sep 16, 2017, 07:36 PM
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I'm losing it. Officially losing it. I just looked in the mirror and said "go kill yourself."
I felt horror at that. I feel horrified that I'd think it or say it. I need to get a grip on reality, but I'm not finding it right now. I'm dizzy, nauseated, my head is pounding, my heart is going so fast my tracker can't measure. It says E-1, meaning it's above 350. Vision is blurry. I haven't done anything destructive other than have that horrible thought, but I felt physically BAD before, but not for long. I don't like this |
| wildflowerchild25
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Sep 16, 2017, 07:46 PM
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Ok ok. Panic attack. I got this.
But that thing I said in the mirror.. I have no idea |
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Sep 17, 2017, 06:09 AM
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Kudos to you for going to the gym. That's a big deal. I'm sorry you're having a tough time. If I was there I'd give you a big hug. It seems like many of the problems facing us could be solved that way. I hope you feel better soon. Sending big hugs.
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