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Sep 30, 2017, 03:45 PM
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well i made it through without inpatient. I took sick days from work and slammed myself with high doses of seroquel I had from a while ago. I'm still wavering a bit and definitely dealing with a lot of fallout at work and even in my sons sports teams due to my extremely paranoid emails and behaviour when i was on the brink. EMBARRASSING to say the least. but doing much better.
thx for all the prior kind words and advice and i hope everyone is doing well!
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Sep 30, 2017, 03:48 PM
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So happy that you rode the wave and managed to get out the other side !!!!
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Sep 30, 2017, 04:10 PM
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I'm glad you came through it without inpatient. I hope you continue to improve.
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Sep 30, 2017, 05:08 PM
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Hey there, jacky!
 Such great news!  Thanks for checking in. I've been wondering how you are doing. I'm glad you were able to manage yourself on your own. You were fortunate to have the Seroquel. Keep on keeping on! WC
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Sep 30, 2017, 07:49 PM
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That's great! I'm impressed that you could do this.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Oct 01, 2017, 01:01 AM
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Thanks everyone!!!
I'm pretty happy I could do it as well. I was on the cusp of going in but decided to see if I could self hospitalize at home lol. Been doing this long enough I figured I had a fair shot lol! My parents helped with the kids so I could basically medicate and sleep until the symptoms began to subside. I figured that's all they would do inpatient anyway besides lecture me about meds  Still cringing hard at my erratic behavior/emails/conversations on the outside but have decided to just ignore it and move on like it never happened. I kinda feel like people that were not aware of the BP may have some sort of clue somethings not all right in Denmark over here but hey....I will leave it up to their imaginations Thx again
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Oct 01, 2017, 01:11 PM
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I'm glad you managed well! I've had people just believe that I'd had it and spewed because of it. Regular people get mad/elated/whatever or just let loose because of personal stress. Great attitude you have!!
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Oct 01, 2017, 01:39 PM
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Glad to hear this
Everyone loses it and spews weird things in emails. Us MI people don't have a monopoly on this I like your attitude about just moving forward.
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Oct 01, 2017, 03:29 PM
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Glad you're doing better!
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Oct 01, 2017, 11:52 PM
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yeah no....these emails were more on the verge of the government is in my bedroom type of paranoia lol
but again....to hell with it . I'm moving on!
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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