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Grand Magnate
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Location: Kentucky
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Kentucky
Posts: 3,273
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She didn't call. I feel asleep. Too late now to contact her directly. I've mostly slept all day. Could be I'm coming down gently on my own, as has happened before. I've got gym time early in the morning and will push myself hard there as usual.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Kentucky
Posts: 3,273
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Update. I'm a lot more relaxed today. I went to kickboxing class this morning, my second session, and it's very much a difficult activity for me. Even though I'm only punching air, it just seems so violent and foreign. I can barely keep up, but take breaks when I have to and do my best. I abhor physical violence but can dig it as an artform, as long as I'm only punching air. I've physically fought 4 times ever in my life and I felt so horrible about it every time.
I followed that with yoga. I love yoga. It's how I connect all four areas of my being; physical, mental, emotional, and the primary reason, spiritual. I left there feeling like the world was ok. I don't feel manic today, but, for lack of a better word, more "normalized." I think the excessive sleep yesterday made a huge difference. I'm not irritable. Things that should tick me off are not affecting me at all. I think I came down on my own just fine. |
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