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I already told my closest friend but i need support. I thought i was feeling better, but some things are lingering.
I had thought all the scary thoughts were gone because, well, I haven't been scared and obsessing over them. So I told my t this morning that I was doing better since Sunday which is when I started getting relief. The thoughts are getting louder now. I know it was stupid not to tell him I had had a few scary thought this am but I really thought I was better. Stupid me. I used to see this t in the past for about 9 months but we never got into deep therapy and now Ive been seeing him for a few months I guess. I trust him but not as much as I did my former t, yet anyway. I trust him now more than I did at first but its difficult for me to trust sometimes. Im working on it. I am. In the meantime I am just hoping this feeling of demons inside me controlling me doesnt get out of control. It feels real again and I cant explain it where it will make sense. Im waiting til Thursday and if I dont feel better I am going to call my pdoc back and ask for an appointment and also email t about what I have done. Im sorry for annoying threads.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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You're not stupid. You're having a hard time with this illness. If this helps you, keep doing it.
Lots of love and hugs for you. ![]() ![]() |
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Stupid ? Nada .. Your just needing support , we all do at times.
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how can i get rid of the demons?
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Keep grounding and coping skills going
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i am chatttig on facebook, watching xmas comedies and curled up in bed
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Comedies are good.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Keep posting here and let you t and pdoc know. You seem to be doing all the right things. It's so up and down, I've also felt OK when seeing pdoc to only hit the skids right after. I understand, big hugs your way!!
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I'm at work trying
To the best I can. Still having those thoughts. I have a meeting with my boss at 3 for supervision.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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Hello there....your not stupid at all. We all need support. I have really learned that coping skills and self-care really help out.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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feeling any better?
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Not quite
I ended up calling my Pdoc and he upped my Latuda !?
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Hopefully that works well for you.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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