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Dec 08, 2017, 05:45 PM
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started Latuda 4 weeks ago and am feeling great ... went to my last pdoc appt walking on the air ... things went very bad ... my emotions got the best of me and I became really pi**ed off .. lashed out and basically told my pdoc he was fired ... by the end of the day I had come to my senses and feel like such a fool ... I have been so flat to slightly down for so long having that energy to assert myself turned me into a monster ... having emotional feelings again are great ... being out of control with them sucks ...
i know this sounds like such a minor event and it is ... but it makes me pause as this is the first time I have stood up for myself in years ... and I go off the deep end ... am trying to draft a letter apologizing to my pdoc ... as he said he knows me better than anyone .. and I believe that ... so hopefully he will understand .... just wanted to get it out ... no response needed ... Hope your holiday season is going well and your handling any stress well .... Tigger .. |
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Dec 08, 2017, 06:16 PM
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(((((((Wire))))))))
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Dec 08, 2017, 08:39 PM
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 hopefully he'll understand.
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Dec 08, 2017, 09:16 PM
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i'm also impulsive, more so when when I am not severely depressed. I think this is pretty common in bipolar. I am trying to develop a wise mind approach.
I feel this air of suspicion all the time... if I'm not severely and obviously depressed then I feel that the question in the air is am I manic? What were you reacting to about your psychiatrist? It is a great opportunity for you to work through some issues if you look at it that way.
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#5
Dec 08, 2017, 10:54 PM
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An apology goes a long way! I'm sure your pdoc will understand. Cut yourself some slack!
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Dec 09, 2017, 12:07 PM
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Don't beat yourself up. You had a moment,we all do it. Your a wonderful person and all of here know that. Your pdoc has seen much worse I'm sure. Hugs!!
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Dec 09, 2017, 10:39 PM
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I'm sure this isn't your pdoc's first rodeo, he's probably been "fired" by his patients more than once. Apologize, but don't get too stressed over it. Hugs.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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Dec 10, 2017, 01:41 PM
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It happens... Been there done that bought the tshirt
Dont sweat it... apology and moving right along is the way to go. 
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