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I had the most amazing experience of my life, I saw a band live that I have always dreamed of seeing. I screamed like a school girl I was so excited. I went to bed later than normal, I have just finished my finals, I took my pills later and my antipsychotic at a little lower dose because I had to work today. Now I feel yucky... I'm being very sensitive and antisocial and I'm losing a little focus. I feel fuzzy like I'm walking in a haze mentally. Not super great decisions made, but it was for a good cause, I needed to do this. A piece of me feels complete. This band has gotten me through the worst parts of my life. They've been with me when I'm happy, there for me when I was blue. I needed to do this, not really liking this yuckiness right now though. I knew the risk though.. I've been having break through symptoms that I addressed with medication and it helped me. I've got mixed feelings on this.
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I'm glad you saw the band!
![]() Sometimes, we make trade-offs to do something that's important to us. I hope tomorrow is a better day. ![]() WC
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I'm so sorry you don't feel well today BUT you did something for you last night, you got out and had a great time. Threw your schefulr/routine a bit but I sure hope tomorrow everything is back on track for you. Big hugs!! Don't beat yourself up today, like you said you needed this. Music is a huge part of many people's lives and it's so great you got to see your favorite band!
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I agree with all has been said. Sometimes we just need to do things and dont look back
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