No longer stable

My husband is furious at my mom right now. We'll wait and see how I feel in the morning
The hospital is 4 hours round trip,so we need to make sure I need the hospital before making That drive

Do you have someone that would come get you, a safe place? I'm not getting that you're in one right now.

Sorryshaped:What do you mean I'm not in a safe place ?

If you feel safe there, awesome.
The arguing, and your mom's words seem not something I'd stay around if I were in your place right now.
Then again, I tolerate an abusive Mom that I moved in to help with. So what do I know?
If you feel things are safe and you're being taken care of where you are, stay there and try to maintain

Hoping things smooth out soon

(((((( fairies ))))))

I am very sorry your mom does not understand.

Thinking of you.


WC

Thinking of you 99fairies and I hope you are receiving all the support you need

Thanks for all the kind posts. I'm feeling a bit better today. One day at a time.

Better is nice to see!

Glad you are doing a bit better.

I called my pharmacist and told him I had been delusional, Suicidal and hearing voices since starting the seroquel. He said it is definitely from the seroquel and to stop taking it immediately. And he is going to get ahold of my pdoc and ask him if he wants me to try something else.

I'm glad you called your pharmacist. Hugs.

Good! You're going in the right direction then

That was a very wise move!
I hope the next med is much more helpful for you!


WC

I hate that you have been having so many issues lately. I hope things get worked out and you start feeling better soon.

I felt pretty good this morning but I'm starting to have issues again this afternoon. But hopefully it just takes some more time.

Seroquel takes time to leave your system fully. You haven't been on it long so it shouldn't take too long.
In my thoughts

I'm having a hard night. How can 15 mg of zyprexa not work? It usually knocks me out. but the last two nights they have been like taking sugar pills. I hope it starts working. The angels are screaming and crying tonight. Can't get them out of my head. They want to go back to heaven but I'm not letting them. They are stuck here because of me.

About 5 years ago, I took too many adivan and my fairie's started talk to me. They are actually 3 fairies ( hence the user name) And they are ceramic. It took weeks and I love them they are only quiet when I 'm in the same room as them. I was going to smash them yesterday but did not want to hear them talking about going with them back to heaven. When I'm unstable it sounds bizarre but I believe my fairies. Today was better as long as them talking. I feel like my reality is slipping a bit and my crazy is taking over... so fuucking frustrating. My beloved fairies turn into angels when I'm unstable.

This has been happening for how long? Have your pdoc and tdoc been made aware of the fairies?

dealing with this about a week. The last time this happened I was put IP but was able to go home right away cuz it was the adivan that made me crazy.

The angels and fairies though. Have they been addressed with your regular psych team?

Yes...just last week I had an appointment and I explained every thing. He thought the seroquel would help but that went horribly wrong.

Hi 99Fairies—I see you’re still up

It sounds like the angel (fairies) aren’t scary.

Do you have anything you can take as needed AP wise? I hope you can get this arranged with the doc when you go.

They are scary, for me anyways. the fairies are trying to get me to die so the we can all go together.