[goofygirl]

and it's really bothering me. I love her to death... she's my favorite by far, but I did it none the less. She asked me if I'd gone on any spending or sexual binges, and I said no. The new laptop that I'm renting didn't really seem like that big of a deal since I'm making payments for the next year and I need it. But I did cheat on my boyfriend when I was pretty flipping manic... I did have enough of my wits about me to do it safely... I haven't told the BF, either. I think I'll feel better when I see her next week in group and fess up. I've been all over the map here lately... went off my meds because without insurance like I was for a month, it was have a place to live or have my meds.

[Direction]

You probably will feel better after talking with her...

[jattitude74]

I did the same exact thing in tell all. my doc diagnosed me with bp2 and when nothing was working i finally spilled my guts about everything even though i also have done some questionable things and it will always only remain between me and the doc. I was then graduated to bp1, congrats to me!! but now at least we are on the same page, as far as my husband knowing some stuff i will take it to the grave. i hope you feel better after your next meetin with the doc---Jen

[tracy33]

I think I may have lied to my pdoc in the past too about going off meds without her approval. I later told her. Anyway, I think that once you fess up, you'll feel better. Good luck.

[goofygirl]

Thanks, I will tell her on Tuesday. Wish me luck.