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Feb 13, 2018, 01:39 PM
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I've ignored everything I could before this session. I'm now sitting in my truck, in complete fear mode before going in. I did an energy shot right before typing this exact sentence because it may give me the courage to go in. I HAVE TO go inside that building and face my self again. I feel so cold and hot all at once.
I'm going to relax a little, and let the idea of the pain be as real as it needs to be. I've come some distance. Let's stay on the path. I don't have to look at anyone. I'll pretend I'm talking to the floor. I know that's rude, to not look at the person I'm talking to, but it might help. |
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Feb 13, 2018, 01:43 PM
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Good luck. Let me know how it goes. Hugs.
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#3
Feb 13, 2018, 01:54 PM
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Made it in the building and the waiting area. I'm checked in.
My pdoc was talking to the receptionist so I made sure to get her aside and told her what she already knew about my meds. She told me to fill the immediate release lamictal and keep it on hand anyway but restarting it was up to me. This is really one of the best psych offices in existence. I'm kind of a connoisseur of psych practices at this point. Gah that sounds horrible to say on so many levels. I don't know why I get so nervous every time. I'm still beyond nervous but I'm at least in the door. |
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#4
Feb 13, 2018, 01:55 PM
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You are doing great. So proud of you.
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#5
Feb 13, 2018, 01:58 PM
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Quote:
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#6
Feb 13, 2018, 03:12 PM
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Move this to success stories.
It went very well. We covered everything on my list going in and a few other things. I'm choosing to not have relationships because I don't know how. That was the takeaway from today. |
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#7
Feb 14, 2018, 02:36 AM
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Congrats! You accomplished a lot today. Savor this day and be proud.
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#8
Feb 14, 2018, 03:33 AM
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You have been very courageous.
Good for you.  WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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#9
Feb 14, 2018, 11:57 AM
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I followed all that up with a second gym trip.
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