I give up

Some psych meds are so damned expensive! What good are they if they are not accessible? A rhetorical question.

I want to share with you the fact that I was disabled at a very young age. I had no family support. I'd often felt like giving up. It was a lot of work, sometimes, to get through it. Strangers were supportive and became friends. I am glad I did not give up earlier in my life, even though I then saw no reason to go on. I am very happily married for over 20 years now. I have a better relationship with my mom now. Some things have gotten better.

I know it's very tough. I have been there, repeatedly. Your story touches my heart and I want to support you, hoping that one day, you will again have some hope.

I feel you are very, very worthwhile.
I care about what happens with you.


WC

Thank you. I appreciate you always replying to my threads. Sometimes I have the energy to put together full sentences, and sometimes I just spit it out. I'm okay right now. Just still frustrated.

I'm going to have my mom find me another doctor tomorrow. Since I can't call or anything. Pretty sad for a 25 year old, but whatever.

Not sad at all. Just means we have people who care about us. .

I sometimes have phone anxiety and it's no fun.
I am glad your mom is helping you!
I hope you have a good day today.

WC

Hope you and your mom find a better doctor. Sorry to hear you're having a rough time.

I'll have to wait until next week to find a new doctor. My mom is too busy. As long as we find one before my next scheduled appointment I guess I'm fine. I slept last night.

So glad you've slept!
I hope sleeping at night makes your days better.
Glad your mom will help you next week.
I hope you will be okay in the meantime.
I hope you sleep again tonight.

WC