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#1
Mar 14, 2018, 12:28 PM
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I'm fighting being done today, with everything and everyone.
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 99fairies, Anonymous45390, Anonymous50909, Beatnik62, bizi, Cornucopia, franz kafka, jacky8807, liveforsummer, Wild Coyote
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 Cornucopia, leomama
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#2
Mar 14, 2018, 12:33 PM
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I am fighting the same lately.
 Lets do our best to hang in? 
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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| Anonymous41462, bizi, jacky8807, liveforsummer, wildflowerchild25
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#3
Mar 14, 2018, 12:39 PM
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Sending hugs!!
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| liveforsummer
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#4
Mar 14, 2018, 01:36 PM
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I'm going to take just enough caffeine and Yerba mate to feel cheered up just enough to go work out. Headphones on. Mouth shut. Eyes down. I don't exist to anyone. Don't try to talk to me. I won't respond.
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| Anonymous45390, bizi, boogiesmash, liveforsummer
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#5
Mar 14, 2018, 02:08 PM
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
| bizi, liveforsummer
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#6
Mar 14, 2018, 02:34 PM
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Bai energy drinks 2/$1. Bought twelve. That oughta do it
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| bizi, liveforsummer
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#7
Mar 14, 2018, 10:31 PM
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Quote:
Yeah I can relate, I had a frustrating day too. |
| bizi, liveforsummer
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#8
Mar 14, 2018, 10:40 PM
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How are you feeling now? I hope you’re doing better
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| bizi, liveforsummer
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#9
Mar 15, 2018, 06:05 AM
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Nothing got better, except briefly during yoga. I ran so fast and so hard the my chest felt like it was going to explode, and then I kept going. I was doing something wrong because people were looking in horror at me as I went by them on the track. Paranoia? Dunno.
Today's a new day. I've been awake an hour but I wish I had a magic Off button I could press. I'm not mentally able to help my parents lately and they hold it against me like it's my fault that I can't. I do lots of things they never notice like dishes and floors and counters... I do cook sometimes too. When Mom decides to light into me verbally one time I can't stand as much as the thought of them for days, because she's behaving as she always has, making me feel inferior and more of a nothing. I'm going to double the gym trips today, maybe, even though the woman I like will be there the second time. I'm not sure she likes me at all and that bothers me. Yet, how can anyone like me? I don't much. I could stay gone all day today the first class ends at noon, giving me until 5:45 for the second class. Shower and get dressed, 30 minutes. Eat, library, walk. This could do me some good. I'll plan to be gone all day |
| bizi, liveforsummer
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| Cornucopia
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Mar 15, 2018, 07:28 AM
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keep up the fight.
This is hard work that we are doing. You are worthy of this effort. (((((HUGS))))) bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
| liveforsummer
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#11
Mar 15, 2018, 07:43 AM
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"14th Street" came up in my playlist...
"Why'd you break all my heart? "Couldn't you have saved a little bit of it? "Why'd you break all my heart? "Couldn't you have saved a minor part? "I could have clipped and saved "And planted in the garden. "Damn you! "I guess I'll have to get a new one." Time for something with ohGr instead! |
| liveforsummer
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#12
Mar 15, 2018, 12:39 PM
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This came on my list
«When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you» Hang in there, sorry you are having a hard time. I wish it turns soon. |
| bizi
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#13
Mar 15, 2018, 12:54 PM
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You will try to fix me? I know it's the lyric, but you're writing it. Bit of a stretch to ask that, but I've got nothing on my end.
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| Cornucopia
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#14
Mar 15, 2018, 01:47 PM
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I would if I could.
I can stretch it longer, next song to hit me (sometimes the playlist plays random songs- I kinda like it) «Hold me close Hold me close and don’t let me go Hold me close Like I’m someone that you might know Hold me close The darkness just lets us see Who we are I've got your life inside of me» I think you would be a nice man to be held by, in my imagination you are. |
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Mar 15, 2018, 02:37 PM
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| Cornucopia
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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