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Apr 02, 2018, 12:30 PM
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There's a negative entity bothering me. I feel like I'm walking around in a nightmare. I've been snapping my wrists with hair ties to make sure I'm still awake. My therapist thinks I'm psychotic. I've been writing positive affirmations in my journal but it keeps on sabotaging me. The positive entity has abandoned me. The other negative entities are laughing at me. They live in reflections, so reflections terrify me. It's their world. I have a pdoc appointment tonight.
Should I go to the hospital?
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 Anonymous45023, rwwff, Unrigged64072835, Wild Coyote
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Apr 02, 2018, 12:35 PM
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Apr 02, 2018, 12:52 PM
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Apr 02, 2018, 03:23 PM
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I'm safe at this moment. My husband holds my meds for me, but as soon as I am able to I'm going to go to the store and raid their over the counter meds.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Apr 02, 2018, 03:23 PM
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The negative entity wants me to kill myself.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#6
Apr 02, 2018, 03:29 PM
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Raspberry, It might be time to go to the ER.
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Apr 02, 2018, 04:48 PM
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Hi Raspberry,
This all goes south for you very rapidly. Please seek help immediately if you are going to listen to the entity. Killing yourself is not an option. Keep yourself safe.  WC
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Apr 02, 2018, 05:37 PM
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I think you need to call you pdoc as soon as possible. Your delusions are getting the best of you. They are very serious, particularly if they can lead to self harm.
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Apr 02, 2018, 07:53 PM
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raspberrytorte please don't go to the store. Don't listen to the negative entity. It's WRONG. Listen to your treatment team. Tell your husband. Distract yourself anything but harming yourself.
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| BipolaRNurse, Wild Coyote
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Apr 04, 2018, 08:14 AM
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Raspberry are you ok?
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Apr 04, 2018, 09:23 AM
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Yeah. I had my pdoc appointment and he gave me a haldol to take prn, so I'm feeling much better I think, though the negative entity could just be ****ing with me. It does that. Acts like it's gone, but then it comes back. I have my shot appointment on thursday, so hopefully that helps.
Thanks everyone for your responses.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Apr 04, 2018, 09:31 AM
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I still feel like I'm walking around in a dream though. My pdoc asked if I should go to the hospital, but I told him no because I don't want to go there.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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