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Apr 08, 2018, 09:06 PM
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I've been able to think clearly for everyone else but me lately.
Just took a vistaril for the first time in about a year. I started totally flipping out! I have no reason to be that way but my entire being seems like it wants to explode. I hope they were still good and that it will help. Maybe they weren't? What do they turn into? I've been relying on kava a lot lately, about 3 times in a week, and I know there's no physical addiction possibility, but maybe all this is all more than I am capable of handling? I'm scared. I mean, do I belong here by MYSELF? Is this crazy guy capable of taking care of himself? I might have to take more Seroquel if I keep having trouble sleeping like I have been having. But, then my blood pressure drops when I take it and that raises my heart rate. I just need to know I'm going to be ok! It's been almost three weeks I've been here, tomorrow it is. |
 Anonymous45023, Anonymous50909, bizi, liveforsummer, Shazerac, wildflowerchild25
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Apr 08, 2018, 09:17 PM
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Most Meds have a pretty long shelf life. Hang in there. How did the shopping trip go?
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Apr 08, 2018, 09:20 PM
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Apr 08, 2018, 09:45 PM
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Hang in there—taking a pill isn’t reason why you’re not OK in your new place. You’re going to be ok. I get odd reactions to pills that shouldn’t cause it. Depending on whether I’m up or down in the bipolar cycle, meds act in different ways.
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Apr 08, 2018, 09:57 PM
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Apr 08, 2018, 10:47 PM
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I’m so sorry you’re suffering 
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Apr 09, 2018, 12:29 AM
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It’s all an unknown, this life, isn’t it? I’m 99.8% certain that there is no afterlife, for example, but I don’t know what 9 or 11 different dimensions might contain. I’m also a fan of multiverses and I have wondered if there may be some sort of ‘other-life’ in those dimensions in this universe or in millions of other universes. I doubt that I exist elsewhere, though. I guess that’s not an unknown, really. As ‘not unknown’ it doesn’t become known but rather tossed back into the unknown pile. We are all gamblers, betting on percentages each day. We’re 99% sure that the sun will rise, 97% sure to have our morning tea or coffee, etc. Maybe everything is percentage rather than an unknown. All that behind us and all to come may be explained by a statistical value given as percentages. What’s your greatest unknown?
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Apr 09, 2018, 07:28 AM
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I went to sleep but I didn't lose all the anxiety overnight. So grateful there's yoga later. Gonna shave today, probably. I don't often because of the massive irritation it causes. I'm intensely hypersexual in thoughts this morning, but keeping control. I found a place inside but outside my building that I want to have sex and the thought of it there won't leave my head and keeps getting stronger. My building is built like a donut and there's porches on the inside of the donut. I shouldn't want to have sex in such a risky place but I can't help the thoughts of it.
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Apr 09, 2018, 07:35 AM
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Please don’t beat yourself up about something you “shouldn’t” want. The groin wants what the groin wants.
 dealing with your moods is enough work for one day.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg
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Apr 09, 2018, 07:38 AM
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Apr 09, 2018, 07:53 AM
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Well you recognize that you don’t want to do it. That’s a good thing.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day! "Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 - Seroquel 100 Celexa 20 mg Xanax .5 mg prn Modafanil 100 mg
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Apr 09, 2018, 07:58 AM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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