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Old Apr 11, 2018, 05:47 PM
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I not sure if this is the right place to post this but here goes. I’m not a foodie, my husband is. I eat live, I don’t live to eat. My husband is the exact opposite. His world revolves around food. His is over weight and seems to think that food is the solution to any problem. I don’t, when I’m stressed out I don’t want to eat. Every day he asks me “what do you want to do about dinner?” It freaks me the hell out. I DON’T CARE! When I get hungry I eat something. We are sort of half asssed preppers and at any given time we have enough food to feed a small army. My answer always is “ I don’t know...I want food..I guess.”

I feel like I am lacking in some way because I don’t feel like planning dinner everyday. I’m not sure if he feels like that it’s a social issue and that we should eat dinner together. Hate it when he plans out a dinner because when he cooks it takes him forever and I’m starving to the point of violence by the time he puts dinner on the table, furthermore he’s destroyed the entire kitchen when he’s finished and “ I should clean because he cooked.”

Blah! Just because 2 people live in the same house should they be obligated to have the same appetite clock and eat every meal together? Don’t know why this stresses me out so much. But it does ...big time. He asked me today what do you want to do for dinner? I got diarrhea and went to bed. My body just wasn’t having any part of this.
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 07:05 PM
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I not sure if this is the right place to post this but here goes. I’m not a foodie, my husband is. I eat live, I don’t live to eat. My husband is the exact opposite. His world revolves around food. His is over weight and seems to think that food is the solution to any problem. I don’t, when I’m stressed out I don’t want to eat. Every day he asks me “what do you want to do about dinner?” It freaks me the hell out. I DON’T CARE! When I get hungry I eat something. We are sort of half asssed preppers and at any given time we have enough food to feed a small army. My answer always is “ I don’t know...I want food..I guess.”

I feel like I am lacking in some way because I don’t feel like planning dinner everyday. I’m not sure if he feels like that it’s a social issue and that we should eat dinner together. Hate it when he plans out a dinner because when he cooks it takes him forever and I’m starving to the point of violence by the time he puts dinner on the table, furthermore he’s destroyed the entire kitchen when he’s finished and “ I should clean because he cooked.”

Blah! Just because 2 people live in the same house should they be obligated to have the same appetite clock and eat every meal together? Don’t know why this stresses me out so much. But it does ...big time. He asked me today what do you want to do for dinner? I got diarrhea and went to bed. My body just wasn’t having any part of this.
I am so with you on this, it really irritates me, the dinner thing! Only we have been doing this for nearly 30 years and it still gets under my skin. We have three kids and so I have to concede so we all sit down together, and he is so obsessed with dinner that he has to get his mother over to help because I am disinterested! I can't wait until the kids are independent (will it happen if they have BP1?) and I can say goodbye to the dinner thing. I actually think it is some anxiety thing my husband has about dinner.
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 07:29 PM
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I am so tired of that question and the whole dinner ritual!

I am supposed to decide what is for dinner, get dinner and clean up. Every. Single. Night. I am so burnt out on it!

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Old Apr 11, 2018, 07:41 PM
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When i lived by myself I solved the problem by “the Just day no” method for shopping. I kept The basics in my house, beans, rice, veggies! Etc. dry goods are easily ordered online. On Amazon I order assorted frozen proteins, chicken, fish etc. I never had to do the Bataan Death March to the grocery store. Occasionally I picked up some tuna or flavored drinks at the drug store when I make a run for Meds or ciggies. Why does feeding our bodies have to be so friggin complicated.?
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 07:48 PM
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This is one aspect of my life that is easier now that my husband is gone. I no longer have to plan dinner for two people and a child, just me and my son. And my son eats peanut butter sandwiches, hot dogs, chicken nuggets, etc. but I do get really down on myself for not feeding him a “proper” dinner. but at least I don’t leave him to fend for himself like my mom did. So I guess that’s a step up. If I’m too depressed or hypomanic to eat then I just don’t, I don’t have to worry about providing a meal for someone else.
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This is one aspect of my life that is easier now that my husband is gone. I no longer have to plan dinner for two people and a child, just me and my son. And my son eats peanut butter sandwiches, hot dogs, chicken nuggets, etc. but I do get really down on myself for not feeding him a “proper” dinner. but at least I don’t leave him to fend for himself like my mom did. So I guess that’s a step up. If I’m too depressed or hypomanic to eat then I just don’t, I don’t have to worry about providing a meal for someone else.
This is my life too, even your comment about your mom
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Old Apr 11, 2018, 10:49 PM
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My husband was always the one concerned with dinner, too. Fortunately he was one of those people who cared enough to fix the food himself rather than holler at me to do it. Years later, I'm glad he did because we all sat down to at least one meal together as a family and there was a full dinner on the table, even if it was just pizza and a salad. Me, I never cared for cooking---I did it when the kids were little and I was a SAHM, but it was never my thing. Now that I'm widowed I very seldom fix myself a full meal, maybe a sandwich or a bowl of soup, but my son and his husband cook for the family most of the week and once in a while I'll make my signature porcupine meatballs or beer-batter fish. But since my husband died I've been really noncommittal about food...if I eat, great, if I don't, oh well.
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Old Apr 12, 2018, 12:27 AM
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omg with kids ..who knew they want to be fed EVERY NIGHT lol
and both my boys like quote unquote "real food"
I could live off bread and water for weeks. If I never have to figure out dinner again I will be haaaapppy
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Serious question but you’ve a wicked sense of humor!

Thinking back to living with an SO — so many years ago! — I was fortunate enough to always be in walking distance from an assortment of restaurants. The question of, “you hungry?” might be answered in various ways but always within the ‘we are responsible for feeding ourselves,’ sphere.

You’ll encounter 50 or more cuisines walking one-quarter mile down the King’s Road. Knock yerself out, baby.
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Old Apr 12, 2018, 05:56 AM
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I feel the one thing I usually can control is dinner. I love to cook, it hasn’t been an easy process, but I’m also really creative and can improvise.left overs are amazing, I have so many food allergies, this helps overall my moods.
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Old Apr 12, 2018, 06:23 AM
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food is so overrated!

on a related note, one thing that gets to me is when people ask- what did you have for dinner?. was it good?. food is the best isn't it?

no it isn't.

I eat because I need to eat to survive.

it's very rare that I actually enjoy eating
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Old Apr 12, 2018, 02:55 PM
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Live to eat. Eat some more to live and eat. Is Priority #2. Priority #1..................... fill the blank.
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I usually plan a week's worth of dinners in advance, and the family has software to change meals in advance. So if they ask me what's for dinner I tell to look at the program. I pick a mixture of familiar and new stuff. Also helps with buying groceries.

The worst, though, is mornings. My husband would make breakfast if he doesn't feel like crap. Then it's: "What do you want for breakfast?" "Food..." "What kind of food?" "Edible breakfast food..." It makes me want to reach through Messages and throttle him. Eventually we just go out. Too ill to cook but still good enough to drive an SUV.
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Hm! I never considered this being a ‘thing’ as I’m single and have never lived with any of my past boyfriends. But I might pay attention to this as I can see it being an important balance to strike. I would have the same challenges as you. Often I don’t have an appetite and don’t want to be forever. At times like those I try and eat simply and would not want an elaborate meal. I think if he’s persistent on cooking them despite you wanting a large elaborate meal after you having communicated this, then he’s doing it for him and he should be prepared to clean up after himself too. I don’t think you both have to agree but maybe the expectations around it need to shift. He needs to stop pretending that he’s doing it for you. Unless maybe you are a light eater and he’s concerned about you not eating enough - maybe he’s trying to get you excited about food... but again, that’s his choice to do so and should not come as a gift with an expectation to clean. It’s nice when cleaning up after a meal could be something you might surprise him with when you want to show some appreciation back or when you ask him to cook for you...
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Serious question but you’ve a wicked sense of humor!

Thinking back to living with an SO — so many years ago! — I was fortunate enough to always be in walking distance from an assortment of restaurants. The question of, “you hungry?” might be answered in various ways but always within the ‘we are responsible for feeding ourselves,’ sphere.

You’ll encounter 50 or more cuisines walking one-quarter mile down the King’s Road. Knock yerself out, baby.
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I am so tired of that question and the whole dinner ritual!

I am supposed to decide what is for dinner, get dinner and clean up. Every. Single. Night. I am so burnt out on it!

Great topic!

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How do you decide what to cook every night? I’m not a foodie, either, unless I’m at a sushi restaurant.

My boyfriend really enjoys eating and I want to cook more, but I’ve mo idea what to cook ... he says he’s not picky, but ... I get little input.

I’m the type that can cook well if I have a recipe and it’s a waste if I try something new and no one likes it ... meaning, it’s cooked properly but no one is enthusiastic about it.
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Old Apr 14, 2018, 10:40 AM
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I’m actually a good cook. Go figure... but I HATE To cook. I think part of it comes from being the oldest of 6 kids and a single mother. I started cooking for my siblings when I was so young that I had to stand on a chair to reach the stove. Then I had kids and they had to be fed every night. The little monsters! The very nerve!

I guess I’m just totally over it. If I never cooked again that would be fine and dandy! I would be perfectly happy to live on cheese, crackers and fruit for the rest of my life.
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Old Apr 14, 2018, 10:50 AM
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How do you decide what to cook every night? I’m not a foodie, either, unless I’m at a sushi restaurant.

My boyfriend really enjoys eating and I want to cook more, but I’ve mo idea what to cook ... he says he’s not picky, but ... I get little input.

I’m the type that can cook well if I have a recipe and it’s a waste if I try something new and no one likes it ... meaning, it’s cooked properly but no one is enthusiastic about it.
I just prepare a variety of balanced meals. By this, I mean a source of protein, carbs and veggies. I can be very creative in the kitchen, but then we both gain weight!

Input helps! I mean... it seems like the least they can do is to let us know what they would like. My H used to cook some but hasn't lately.

I try to get his preferences before shopping. Sometimes he will shop and he sticks to the list even if he sees something else he would like.
I am a very flexible cook.

Sometimes, I look for new recipes in the net. I might not use a specific recipe, but it gives me ideas.


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I’m actually a good cook. Go figure... but I HATE To cook. I think part of it comes from being the oldest of 6 kids and a single mother. I started cooking for my siblings when I was so young that I had to stand on a chair to reach the stove. Then I had kids and they had to be fed every night. The little monsters! The very nerve!

I guess I’m just totally over it. If I never cooked again that would be fine and dandy! I would be perfectly happy to live on cheese, crackers and fruit for the rest of my life.
I can soooo relate to this! I was also the eldest and cooking while standing on a chair/other in order to see in the pans. My job is first grade was to prep dinner and start things cooking. (My mom was a single, working parent.)

When I cook now, I often still cook in large batches and freeze some.


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I’m actually a good cook. Go figure... but I HATE To cook. I think part of it comes from being the oldest of 6 kids and a single mother. I started cooking for my siblings when I was so young that I had to stand on a chair to reach the stove. Then I had kids and they had to be fed every night. The little monsters! The very nerve!

I guess I’m just totally over it. If I never cooked again that would be fine and dandy! I would be perfectly happy to live on cheese, crackers and fruit for the rest of my life.
Hear hear!!

I'm a good cook too, but I get anxious every time that I cook. I've cooked for my daughter until recently and she was picky the entire time. I'm now down to a lot of quick recipes that don't require massive amounts of preparation.
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Old Apr 14, 2018, 02:24 PM
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To me massive preparation in putting jelly on bread.
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