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May 28, 2018, 12:54 AM
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As some of you know I have been dealing or trying to deal with PTSD. the incident was almost a year ago, old boring story.
Got back in to seeing my old T once I moved back home and that’s helped we have specific plans to deal with it, unravel it all. I see him every 2 weeks we are trying for weekly once his schedule allows But... the past week + I have gone from a angry rage for almost a year to a tearful depressed mess. I have no desire to wake up, ( If my body didn’t scream in pain for being in bed so long I wouldn’t get up at all )and drag myself out of bed. When I’m not all tearful I feel so snappy. Ugh. The world is too loud in my mind, voices are getting stronger. I have the itchy crawl out of my skin feeling just to make things more fun  I see my T Wednesday thankfully. I should be happy that it’s been about 18 months since depression has hit me longer than a couple weeks, And I am trust me. “This” Depression has hit so hard and fast it’s kind of a shock to be honest.
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#2
May 28, 2018, 01:59 AM
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It's honestly not fair and I was hoping you'd feel better after the AC stuff was over. Please talk to me about this, ok? I really care about you. I've been selfish and talking about myself and the "boy" and im sorry. :/ I've been a bad friend. But I AM here for you! Talk to me whenever you need to.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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May 28, 2018, 02:37 AM
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Pookyl ———————————————————————————— BP1, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, Claustrophobia Psych meds: Saphris, Seroquel XR, regular Seroquel. PRN Diazepam and Zopiclone |
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#4
May 28, 2018, 06:36 AM
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Hi ~Christina, I really am sorry you’re going through this. You’ve had such a difficult time you deserve a little peace. I’m glad you see your t this week and hope you can start weekly sessions soon.
Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs 
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#5
May 28, 2018, 08:19 AM
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  (((((( ~Christina )))))) Thinking of you. WC
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths.
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May 28, 2018, 09:16 AM
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I really hate your dealing with this. I’m glad you have your T and will soon be able to go weekly.
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#7
May 28, 2018, 09:33 AM
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I am sorry you are going through this rough period. The right T can help a lot in your situation. I can also get over run by negative thoughts and emotions and physical sensations but that is just a stream that can be redirected with the right coping skills to more positive thoughts. I don't know how much of this is PTSD or how much is bipolar.
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#8
May 28, 2018, 10:55 AM
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I don't know the back story on this having been gone for awhile but I know how supportive you always are of everyone and don't deserve to be dealing with this. So, I will offer a
 and much in hopes of things get better for you quickly.
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"Perhaps strength doesn't reside in having never been broken but in the courage required to grow strong in the broken places." ― Carine McCandless. - Bipolar 2, GAD, ADHD - Geodon, Lexapro, Trleptal, Vyvanse, Hydroxyzine, Clonazepam prn |
| ~Christina
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May 28, 2018, 11:04 AM
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I have no words except I hope it passes quickly for you! I’m glad you see t on Wednesday.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
| ~Christina
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#10
May 28, 2018, 11:30 AM
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I hope this passes fast.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#11
May 28, 2018, 11:38 AM
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Richard will help <3
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
| ~Christina
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May 28, 2018, 11:53 AM
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your stronger than you know ... and many here care deeply about you ... feel our love and draw on our strength .... remember the Tigger loves you ...
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May 28, 2018, 12:19 PM
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#14
May 28, 2018, 01:42 PM
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I will be happy for you when you can see your t every week.
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May 28, 2018, 02:32 PM
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Hope returning to therapy helps.
Also hope your depression lifts soon. |
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May 28, 2018, 02:50 PM
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Thanks Pookyl
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May 28, 2018, 02:50 PM
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Thanks Hallie
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May 28, 2018, 02:51 PM
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Thanks yes I need some peace
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May 28, 2018, 02:52 PM
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Thanks WC
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May 28, 2018, 02:53 PM
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Thanks , I hope life smoothes out for you soon
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May 28, 2018, 02:54 PM
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Thanks , I think sometimes it’s just one big ball of suckage. I hate to see anyone deal with it.
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May 28, 2018, 02:55 PM
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Thanks so much ! Glad your back
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May 28, 2018, 02:56 PM
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Thanks Wild ,for your never ending support means a lot
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May 28, 2018, 02:56 PM
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Thanks MM , I hope so too
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May 28, 2018, 02:57 PM
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He always does
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