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Does anyone else feel they are just surviving and not really living life ... no outlets ... no distractions ... just me and my thoughts ... just waiting for it all to end ... I so feel I should just pull myself up " by my bootstraps ", as they say ... but I can't ... no one gives me a responsibility break or any special treatment ... so I have no benifit from being so down ... I am just so tired and really don't give a da** anymore ... everything seems to be so hard now ... sorry if I have bumbed anyone out ... what do they say ... it is always darkest before the dawn ... maybe so ... but the night has been so long ... peace my friends ... Tigger .
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#2
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This is how I've felt for the last 30 years. They keep telling me it's temporary so I keep plodding along waiting for the better part. Hell what's another 30 right? Who knows maybe after 40 years it really does get better.
I'm just sorry other people feel the same way and are just surviving instead of living. ![]()
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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#3
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YES!
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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Been there, done that. Many times....always here for you my friend
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"Perhaps strength doesn't reside in having never been broken but in the courage required to grow strong in the broken places." ― Carine McCandless. - Bipolar 2, GAD, ADHD - Geodon, Lexapro, Trleptal, Vyvanse, Hydroxyzine, Clonazepam prn |
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Yes.. just surviving
![]() ![]() The night has been so long.. I know what you mean ![]() I don’t want to bum anyone out either, but I’m sure it happens sometimes anyway Longing for the dawn... not on this planet ![]()
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Yeah. Much too much.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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I told my Counsellor recently I'm existing not living. I don't contribute to society. I just live as I do I don't see how I can live anything more. To be clear I'm not depressed or anything. It's just the way I'm feeling
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Feeling that lately, Tigger...maybe we'll see the dawn together.
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