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#1
Nov 07, 2018, 07:27 PM
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today was one of those days that if I could have reached thru the phone I would have strangled someone ... I have not been this mad in years ... all the pills I take I guess saved me from killing myself or someone else ... but did not stop the rage from coming to the top ...
been so calm for so long ... amazing how close to the surface it hides ... I got to find a good T ... been several hours and I still feel a knot in my gut ... I really wanted to take out a truck on the way home ... close ... very close ... just a rant ... but I did scare myself a little ( a lot ) ... my pdoc would be proud I did not take any xanex ... but boy did I want too ... |
 Anonymous45023, BipolaRNurse, Blueberrybook, pirilin, raspberrytorte, Sunflower123, Wild Coyote
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#2
Nov 07, 2018, 07:33 PM
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Does ripping paper apart and yelling help you? I still regret the time I punched my computer to death, but sometimes ripping stuff works as long as it doesn't escalate (which is difficult).
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| wiretwister
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#3
Nov 07, 2018, 07:35 PM
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no this was more like pushing a head thru a window ....
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#4
Nov 07, 2018, 07:36 PM
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I'm so sorry. Are you feeling any better now? Do you have anyone you can talk to about it? Sounds like you need to get on that search for a T.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
| wiretwister
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#5
Nov 07, 2018, 07:37 PM
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Yeah, you can scare yourself sometimes and it's no fun. Is there anything at all that normally calms you? Or do you know the warning signs? I start pacing the floor.
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| wiretwister
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#6
Nov 07, 2018, 07:37 PM
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no one to talk to ... still a little ... maybe sleep will help ...
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#7
Nov 07, 2018, 07:39 PM
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it took an hour to get completely wound up ... been 3 hours since then and almost all the way down ... almost ... |
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#8
Nov 07, 2018, 07:41 PM
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Hang in there dude. I know you can get through this. It's good that you're sharing.
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| wiretwister
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#9
Nov 07, 2018, 07:51 PM
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I’m sorry this happened to you. I’m glad things are starting to calm down for you. Good job on how you handled yourself.
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| wiretwister
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#10
Nov 07, 2018, 08:02 PM
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I'm so glad you've been able to handle this uncomforting feeling. I get this way too a lot but I don't handle it well.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#11
Nov 08, 2018, 05:16 PM
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just an update ... my pdoc was able to get me a T appt tomorrow ... really looking foward to starting ... wish me luck ...
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| Anonymous45023, clydeblack, TheSeaCat
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#12
Nov 08, 2018, 05:58 PM
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#13
Nov 08, 2018, 06:42 PM
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On a unrelated note I love the witch in your signature, I feel like that somedays.
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Generalized Anxiety Disorder Depression Symptoms of PTSD Trintellix 10mg once daily Buspar 10mg three times daily |
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#14
Nov 09, 2018, 05:03 PM
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started new T ... I am blown away ... she is as good as most I have had were bad ... not sure that made sense ... we hit it off ... I really have good feeling and hope this may just be a good fit ...
ps: her name is Zoe .. pernounced Zooee ... now that is different ... just the kind of T I need ... it was an eye opener when we went down the check list ... I checked almost all ... I feel much better today ... I see hope ahead ... be safe my friends ... remember Tigger loves you all ... |
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#15
Nov 09, 2018, 08:31 PM
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I hope she’s a good fit !! Sounds good !!
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