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Old Jan 05, 2019, 06:53 AM
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I feel as though I do not have the proper responses to things as I should. I believe I am dealing with things the best I can. I don't fear my own death. I think death affects the living more then the dead. With that thought I am remorseful but not for the people who are dead. I cannot get terrible thoughts out of my head and they bother me. Maybe that's why I think I don't value my life much. Kinda makes me feel like a piece of ****. Most people I've come to realize don't think like me and cannot relate. Can anyone on here relate. At least to the very small portion of what I have posted. If so, share your experiences. I'm sure we can all benefit from an exchange of stories.
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Old Jan 05, 2019, 03:53 PM
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Hello Sniper: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. I can relate to your comments regarding death. I don't believe in god or life after death. I accept the explanation for the existence of life on earth that is provided by the theory of evolution. People who are dead no longer exist. And death comes to all of us sooner or later. It's for those who are still living one should have concern. Here's a link to an article, from Psych Central's archives, that perhaps may be of some interest:

7 Steps to Develop Awareness of Your Feelings and Thoughts

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Old Jan 05, 2019, 04:59 PM
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Thank you but there is a god. I also believe we evolved but I believe we evolved to be observers. Nothing in the world is as we are. Everyone has there own beliefs and as long as you are good. You will be rewarded in the end. If you don't believe me try to. It will make life easier in the end.
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Old Jan 05, 2019, 05:16 PM
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I feel as though I do not have the proper responses to things as I should. I believe I am dealing with things the best I can. I don't fear my own death. I think death affects the living more then the dead. With that thought I am remorseful but not for the people who are dead. I cannot get terrible thoughts out of my head and they bother me. Maybe that's why I think I don't value my life much. Kinda makes me feel like a piece of ****. Most people I've come to realize don't think like me and cannot relate. Can anyone on here relate. At least to the very small portion of what I have posted. If so, share your experiences. I'm sure we can all benefit from an exchange of stories.
First off, welcome! I hope you find what you need here.

If I can ask, what has you thinking about death this evening? Anybody or anything in particular?

I'm not sure what stories I can give you though. Death is a pretty universal one with its own sense of timing. I've lost a lot of people in my time and no matter how they died the result was the same: a pine box six feet under.

I think of death this way: When the ending is certain and the
timing... not-so-much, make the journey worthwhile from the beginning. That way, no matter when you croak, you can be satisfied that you did alright with what you have.

Hope this helps you out! Again, welcome!
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Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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Old Jan 05, 2019, 07:08 PM
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First off, welcome! I hope you find what you need here.

If I can ask, what has you thinking about death this evening? Anybody or anything in particular?

I'm not sure what stories I can give you though. Death is a pretty universal one with its own sense of timing. I've lost a lot of people in my time and no matter how they died the result was the same: a pine box six feet under.

I think of death this way: When the ending is certain and the
timing... not-so-much, make the journey worthwhile from the beginning. That way, no matter when you croak, you can be satisfied that you did alright with what you have.

Hope this helps you out! Again, welcome!
Just something I think about every day. Not certain on the why's. Possibly from the people who have died and the thought that I am letting them down.
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Old Jan 05, 2019, 10:52 PM
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I was looking for the antisocial part. I don't see many posts in the bipolar forum on antisocial behavior although I am sure it occurs. I think it is very hard to talk about these things for fear of being judged even in an anonymous online forum.
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Old Jan 06, 2019, 12:00 PM
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I was looking for the antisocial part. I don't see many posts in the bipolar forum on antisocial behavior although I am sure it occurs. I think it is very hard to talk about these things for fear of being judged even in an anonymous online forum.
I have emotions but I believe they are very repressed.
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