[JanusunaJ]

I feel quite awful today. But generally good things have been happening. I thought I was going to have to live out of my car, but some friends opened their hearts and house to me and are letting me stay with them until I get back on my feet.

One of my friends told me he's to an expectant father!


I've been IMing/texting with various friends all throughout the day, but there's this dread of spending another day absolutely by myself. Everyone is quite busy during the day/night or they live out of state.

I think this is just what life is like? Living it like Jeremiah Johnson.

How lucky to have such friends!

As for being alone all day, a couple things come to mind. You said they are letting you stay with them till you get back on your feet. Are you looking for a job? (You only mentioned IM/texting with friends.) Another thing that came to mind is to see if there is something you can do for them. Errands? Cleaning? Yardwork? With permission only of course. Some people love the idea, others do not. I know that such things make time go by quite quickly for me (especially with music on cleaning and yardwork), maybe for you too? It also shows them appreciation. And actively looking for work shows them that you aren't taking their generosity for granted.

Sorry to not have answered this till today, I just saw it.

Sorry you're feeling awful, but glad to hear your friend came through for you