Im outta here.

Cthomas · Dec 16, 2007, 10:58 AM

Hey all. i think im taking a hiatus again. Im just fighting lows and highs a LOT this last month. I dont know if its the holidaze or the fact that I am not working/making money and not paying bills. it sure dont feel good this christmas. Im still at my moms and fighting going home. but alas i am leaving on tuesday. I just feel like regardless of whom i try to help or what I do, that this feeling wont go away. Dont think i can be of much help here.

I want to make friends with you all. But I feel like I wouldnt do anybody any good. Woke up in a stupor, due to a dream i had. Not a good one. Hopefully I didnt wake my mom. Didnt appear to. Seems like lately it take a miniscule amount of dread to bring a low about again.

I stay positive for like an hour....then....its gone in an instant. Going to try to go back to bed...think about it more later.

Will see you all soon I hope
Colleen

Bellax3 · Dec 16, 2007, 05:42 PM

Sadly, those feelings are all a part of the illness.
There's no reason for you to leave, though.
If you don't feel you can help us right now, let us help you.
This is a two way community, when were feeling down, others help us, and when were feeling good, we help others.
I hope you stick around, and things get better for you.
Good luck!
<3 bella

Cthomas · Dec 16, 2007, 10:26 PM

Hey bella,

Thanks for the reply. I feel just sick today. i feel like i cant do many things right. I feel like no matter how deep i dig, the problems are compiling one by one.

Im going to try and stick around. Just dont seem to be any reason to.

But thanks again. it helps.
Colleen

Dec 16, 2007, 10:30 PM

((((((colleen))))

You are here for support right now, it matters not if you are good or bad company, don't go anywhere while you need us....you are a wonderful person, please stay, holding your hand through this bad time....

Jinny xx

Cthomas · Dec 16, 2007, 10:36 PM

Thanks jinny,

You always seem to jump in to help. And I know right now is tough for you. You may always PM me.

I cant leave this place. its the only safe haven next to mom right now. and i have to leave here, (moms) on tuesday.

Thinking of you all....and appreciating your help as always.

Colleen

Hopes · Dec 17, 2007, 03:25 PM

I know you don't know me but I as many of us here, understand what you are going through and I care/we care! We all need eachother and anytime you want to pm me I go by the name of hopes.

sending tons of ((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))) your way

Cthomas · Dec 17, 2007, 07:24 PM

Hopes. Thanks for the reply. As always it helps to see people who care regardless of the situation.

I'm starting to feel better now.

Colleen

Bellax3 · Dec 20, 2007, 06:17 PM

so glad your feeling better, and decided to stay!
Lots of <3
Bella

Cthomas · Dec 20, 2007, 08:08 PM

Thanks bella,
Always look forward to your replies.....

Hugs,
Colleen

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