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Sep 26, 2019, 07:30 PM
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It's impossible for me to talk about how i'm feeling. Any time I try it feels like I hit a massive brick wall..
maybe the brick wall is 'just' my 'stupidity' and inherent wrongness.... I was wrong since I was born. There are very few people who respect me in real life.... so I guess 'logic' says I deserve this disrespect... I'm running low on the only med I can tolerate which is partly why i'm not 'stable' currently.... But contacting a doctor would make me worse at this point so its not an option. I'm sorry for polluting this forum with my 'whining'.... its currently about the only place I feel remotely safe to express any of the mess and crap that is me
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Sep 26, 2019, 08:01 PM
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I am sorry that you are struggling so.
and I want you to quit being so hard on yourself. It is not nice to call yourself names. ((((((HUGS)))))) bizi
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Sep 26, 2019, 08:08 PM
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I hope that you will reconsider going to see a doc. it is extremely important to have an available treatment team. I would be a total mess again with out my team. I am guilty of putting myself down as well. my doc told me that this is actually a form of self-harm. it never dawned on me until he worded the way he did.
do you think it would help you to reach out to the few folks that do respect you and try to tell them how you are feeling? no need to apologize, I get it. keep posting, keep us updated. even if you just want "grrrrrr" it all helps.
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current meds: -Oxcarbazepine -Gabapentin -Hydroxyzine -Risperidone -Zoloft Psychotherapy 2-3 times a month as needed Bipolar 1, PTSD |
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Sep 28, 2019, 08:51 AM
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Not sure where you reside, but maybe there's a good psychiatrist whom you'd actually like somewhere in your general area?? It might be worth considering. What if you at some point really need a med adjustment? What will you do? I agree with @BipolarWolf--I think you should reconsider this position.
Glad you are posting about this. Be kind to yourself. You're doing great!
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Sep 29, 2019, 04:44 PM
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Hey there, Fuzzy!
 You are just fine expressing yourself here!I hope you continue to share here!You know I love ya!    Be kind to my Fuzzy friend. 
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths.
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