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Oct 16, 2019, 06:35 PM
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Feeling depressed when I'm not really used to it is weird. Its hard. I have the symptoms and my pdoc says I have it but like when I am manic, I just can't see it. Everything feels dark, but at the same time, I want to crawl into a small dark place and never come out. I am being lead by an invisible force/being. I am falling away, even as I see myself I can't stop. I wait for bad things to keep happening - its like I'm constantly dodging them. I can't hold still on top of it all. I yearn for music- angels singing, voices ringing. I seek the lithe tones and the fullness of souls yearning for help, yet cherishing every sob, every wave of pain. I fall into the darkened cold, cold skies and stay still, motionless. Quiet. Solitude.
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Oct 16, 2019, 10:45 PM
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That really haunting .. but I can relate to it all
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Oct 16, 2019, 11:22 PM
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So can I. Immensely so.
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Oct 17, 2019, 08:07 AM
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You are speaking to me.
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Oct 17, 2019, 01:20 PM
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I slept till noon BUT I got out of the house and went to Starbucks. My friend was there. I think Im going to go to my mom's place and get the book I ordered weeks ago and take it home to bed to read. That's my grand plan for the day.
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Oct 17, 2019, 02:44 PM
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Thanks for sharing, Moose.
Glad you could get out with your friend 
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. 
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Oct 17, 2019, 03:40 PM
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I went to the grocery store and got eggs, milk, bread, peanut butter and baked beans (to go with rice). I hope this will last me till the first. NOW I'm finally home to rest. I also found a wheat penny. My aunt collects them so I save them whenever I can for her. I've got 2 right now.
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