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Dec 30, 2019, 03:33 PM
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Christmas was great as was Boxing Day (26th). But 27th/28th/29th I massively fell out with my family to the point I hid in my room until the latter part of yesterday. I've been in tears, I've been hurting myself, I've been thinking of walking away from my family, unfortunately and through regret ive been thinking of sui.
I'm not proud of my head. I'm ashamed. To top all this off I have had blinding headaches that is making the base of my skull sore I'm in excruciating pain. Painkillers don't help though. I've read up on it and I think its tension headaches but I don't know. I hate Hogmanay (31st) and New Year's Day. I find it so depressing. I hate having to be happy for everyone. Being Scottish I'm meant to relish this time of year as it's a holiday here and we are reknown for our celebrating. I don't know what's up with me. I'm all over the place (happy, sad, manic, depressed, angry, irritated, tired, hyper) I'm not sleeping so I guess that's not helping I'm lucky if I'm getting 4 hours a night. Been like this for about 10 days. If I'm being honest I'm wishing I had done something stupid.... sorry guys for being doom and gloom at this happy time |
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#2
Dec 30, 2019, 05:46 PM
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So sorry you are struggling, Laura. Just was wondering if your psychiatrist is aware of what is happening with you right now. Don't you think maybe you might should let them know?
Sending you support and love. Hang in there. This will get better. But please check in with your doctor ASAP.
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Dec 30, 2019, 06:07 PM
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 I wrote a post (twice) and deleted so am sending this bear hug  
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Dec 30, 2019, 06:32 PM
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I'm not due to see my Psychiatrist until April sometime. I only saw my Nurse on 23rd and I was fine. I don't understand where this has came from. I was due to see someone in my mental health team tomorrow (31st) but it's been cancelled.
I'm really unsure what to do. I don't think I'm in crisis so I won't call the crisis team. I guess I just need to sound off I don't know. Maybe I'll feel better soon? |
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Dec 30, 2019, 06:34 PM
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I'm so sorry. For one thing, it sounds extremely stressful to have so many holidays so close to each other. Who wouldn't be stressed and on edge?!
Speaking with your pdoc is a good idea.
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Dec 30, 2019, 06:54 PM
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#7
Dec 30, 2019, 08:00 PM
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I imagine the falling out with your family is causing a lot of your feelings. Environmental stress is a big factor in emotional distress. Is there any way you can discuss it with them and come to some sort of understanding?
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Dec 30, 2019, 08:54 PM
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Sorry to hear it. Alcohol can cause this kind of crash in mood. I'm not disapproving, honestly! Just a factor to consider. Please do call the crisis team if you feel dangerously bad again.
Take care! |
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Dec 30, 2019, 09:47 PM
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At this point I feel like all I can do us wish you a quiet and calm Hogmanay. A'best
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Dec 31, 2019, 10:55 PM
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I came to the site last night to post about struggling and I found this post. I meant to post last night but I didn't have the energy. Thank you for posting. You are not alone.
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Jan 01, 2020, 04:43 AM
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Jan 01, 2020, 08:53 PM
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I’m sorry you are struggling so. I hope things are looking up now!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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